Sunday, November 29, 2009
I have no jist to blog anymore mannnnn.
Okok so right after attachment @ Lonza comes FULL-TIME at The Salvation Army. Pay sucks, but im doing what i love so i guess its worth it. Passion and money just dont go together most of the time. The coming 5 months that i've spent being involved with kids and the "working" environment has made me open my eyes to a few things.
1) I really do have passion for kids. I love interacting with them, i love spending time with them and im willing to do ANYTHING
means bathing them, feeding them, changing diapers, cleaning their shit filled asses, clearing their vomit and picking up their shit.
3) Not to judge anyone by first impressions.
4) Not to trust anyone who appears to be kind to you before you actually know the person.
5) Reality bursted my "nobody is THAT
6) Yup, Passion doesnt equal to Money. And because of that, reality and life sucks.
Ok, so that sums up everything regarding my working experience.
On a heavier note, i just got accepted to the University of Queensland. Commencing in mid Feb but flying over for orientation on the 16th. What an awesome timing. But fortunately, im probably
only gona be there for 18 months so its still ok i guess. Cnt say that im looking forward to it, but there's still a tinge of excitement. That small spark mainly because i finally see a tinge of brightness in my future. I was so lost before, uncertain about my ability to grow up and the ability to forge a good future for myself and on my own. Now everything is in my hands now and i hope im wiser this time.
I'll miss him definitely. But this is not the time to be childish. In order for us to grow individually and also as a couple, such seperation is worth it i guess. Anyway it'll only be for awhile. Obviously im psychoing myself. Maybe the true force of reality hasnt hit me yet, but im calm now cos i know we're more than that. :)
Alrightttttttttttttttt....................... Next up, planning for Xmas Party!! Yeay so excited. Girls, stay tuned and keep yourselves free on the 19th of Dec!!
(Ok, i guess Cat you're the only one who'd be reading this so pls take note and inform the rest ya. Lol. Oh and you know who to call right.... *Ahem*)