My com has finally revived. I swear i'll treat it with lotsa tender loving care and not hit it or throw it whenever its throwing its tantrums. After i almost lost my beloved, i realised how important it was an how i'd die if i were to live without it. It'll be like wordsearch everyday. Lol. Please do not fail me again.
And, wasnt feeling much in the mood today. Skipped jap lessons and joined Dago for dinner. As usual, the few regulars turned up and the rest were and have been m.i.a ever since foc. They surprised Caryn and i with a fully lited birthday cake and sang us bday songs. So sweet laaa. Thanks guys...
Well, sometimes i just wish i'm good enough. No need to keep having to try harder and harder each time to keep up with expectations or just to have a sense of belonging and of importance to anyone.. Maybe that'll be my 18th birthday wish for the year 2007.. (:
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
Please remind me to eat at MOS before the 31st Oct.
And so, the meet up didnt happen afterall. Some last min crop ups on his side.
Well, they say absence makes the heart grow fonder. Let's see how fond our hearts can grow.. And the things that were said, it just wont go away.. Somehow you just made me feel so small.. My eyes are like half its original size now and they werent big originally btw.
Well i guess the next meet up will be a few gazillion years later. P.S: Eh boyfriend you better make it up ok.....
Oh and, wana put up some photos my mates and i took recetly.. But my sister's com doesnt have the bluetooth function and my memory card is too small to slot into the adapter. Like whatever. Damn Hp.
Final note, School suck. Period.
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
Post- monday blues.
It's been too long since i last blogged. Reason being, my damn laptop just died on me recently. I've completely lost all forms of entertainment damn it. I'm so not fated with electronics. Dang.
Anyways, havent been much of myself lately. Ever had this feeling of smiling on the outside but on the inside you feel like shit but have no freakin' idea why? Urghh. Seriously what's wrong with me man. I cant get to sleep and im getting a lil' too emotional and grouchy at times. Maybe it's the excessive jap dramas i've been binging on lately. Like how sweet the leading couples are and how not anywhere similar my own love story is. Not that we're not sweet SWEET, but as in, we hardly have time for each other due to our damn timetables and plus we're somehow not very cool recently. The only source of communication we're survivng on is merely sms-es, hardly on msn and rarely on the phone which only last less that 10min. Ahah. Ohwell, will be seeing him tomorrow tho. Heh.
Adding on, i had a sudden outbreak of rash everywhere esp. the FACE after the Noices.Voices.Choices2007 performance last Friday. I think its Gurion's oversized hamsters. Gosh i look disgusting. Like some old woman going through menopause. Raahh. PLUS, havent seen boyfriend for like a thousand years. Heh, better actually. Cannot let him see my old, wrinkled and dried up face. LOL. Yes, that's how bad it is. Damn laaaaa.
And oh gosh. Dont get me started on school. 2weeks into the semester and i cant wait for it to end. Biochem nearly rid my head of all my pathethic amount of hair and Bioinfo almost made me commit suicide. I totally miss year one man. And how the hell did i manage to fail OrganicChem la. Now that i'm a cross-streamer, it doesnt make my poly life any easier, having to be seperated from my friends to join some wu-lu and weird people from the other semesters.
Raaaahh. I so hate the year 2007. And i miss boyfriend damn badly. Heh.
Monday, October 15, 2007
I hate school. Dang.
YESSS! The hols are finally over. Its a bittter-sweet feeling actually.. I dreaded the excess time i had during the hols since i gave up on working at California Fitness after 11 days and couldn't wait for school to start. Now that the hols are over, i kinda miss the free time and the late nights and all. Now its back to studying, mugging, studying, failing............
Waaaaaaahhh. Plus cant get to see my baby like *snap. Dang, i hate school. First lecture of BioInfo almost killed me. Raaaaaah. Can't imagine what the whole sem would be like manZzZzzz. And i need to work tooooo. )):
NGEE ANN POLY
mr. cw yeo
Quaker chocolate chunks,
POST Cranberry Almond Crunch!!
BENTO SQUID SEAFOOD SNACKS
If you guys are wondering what to get for my bday, here's a list to get you on the right track. :D
*apple iPOD TOUCH 8gb
*Wii+guitar hero+Wii Fit
*DOLLA DOLLA BILL YO~