Saturday, June 30, 2007
I've almost given up on trying.
Louder i'm crying but the further apart we are.
Why is it so hard to let go of the past and open up to let each other in..
Afraid of getting hurt again is just another excuse.
Arent we both hurting now?
I hate my blog now that is has really drawn a clear line between us.
I have nothing to hide.
Guys just come and go like seasons and i can surely differenciate very well between just friends, fullstop, and someone special.
No one really mattered that much and its the first time i've really cried my eyes sore that it would hurt just wiping the tears away.
I dont know how long i could keep this happy, cheerful facade anymore, trying to keep all these inside afraid of being classified as selfish and selfindulgent again.
Never did i expect myself to be so weak.
What have i become..
signedsealed.3:47 PM
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
Elaine just commented that Chinkoon is handsome. LOLLL
Maybe its becaus i see him everyday and that's the reason why i dont really feel the same way. Hahah
But i have to admit, comparing to the other guys in LSCT, he's considered one among the cream of the crop. HAHAHA.
Omg. i feel so mean. HAHA.
Anyways, today was great.
Unlike yesterday.
[26thJune2007]We had Aqua practical yesterday and were given each a fish to disect.
Was totally fun la.
I video-ed it down but it wasnt clear.
Urgh. Damn phone.
But i still manage to catch a few shots of the action.
=DDD
And so, after that was the LSCT telematch.
Didnt wana help at first but i felt damn bad so i went ahead instead.
I wasnt of much help either la.
Everyone was busy making sure the games run smoothly and clearing up the place after that but i just kinda sat there and helped look after their phones.
Sorry peepsssss.
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And...
I skipped training and left Samuel alone to watch heroes cos was feeling so darn irritated by anything and everything.
SORRYY! =P
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[27thJune2007]Today was better.
Got back my results and YEAYYY i got a 66/100 for Aqua and a 25/50 for CCTA
DAMN HAPPYYYYYYYYYY LAAAAAA.
Heh.
Before that, we settled down at one of the rooms to "complete" our project.
But then again, we got distracted and strayed.
Hahah.
We did stupid things and laughed and laughed till our tummy ached like crazy.
And we decided to form a band and join the SHOW STOPPER contest.
Heh.
Its all just for the fun of it.
Damn fun!!
Skipped half of MMB lecture and met up with ZY and Ck.
On the way, we sat this bus that was sooooo coooool.
Hahah.
Was acting like a retard snapping pictures of the bus.
The interior's setting was llike a bar with white cushions.
There's even a bar top. LOL
COOOOOL.
Went Wisma to get his phone fixed but the centre was closed.
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Ate at Food Republic and at tepanyaki; and am still hungry ==.==
Went home after walking around. =/
That's all.
YawwwnnnnzZZZzzzz.
signedsealed.10:28 PM
Monday, June 25, 2007
Today's the first day of school.
Super uber tired cos i just had camp the past few days.
I swear its the slackest camp i've ever attended. Hahah.
We had friendly matches with NYP and Sp.
We won the friendly between NYP but lost really terribly to SP
))))))):
And all of these got me a really bad tan and sunburns on my face and now it feels and looks like a desert.
RAAAHH
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But on the whole, camp was fun and we really kinda bonded. =DDD
And today wasnt that bad cos we just got back our OC results during practical.
I got a damn
66/100 OKKKKKKK!
Damn happy laaaaaaaa. HAH
And here's proof that i got
FULL MARKS for the whole of Q.2 which is worth 25 marks.
TYCO SHITTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!
HAHAHAHA.
=DDDDDD
signedsealed.10:00 PM
Thursday, June 21, 2007
Had the usual Dagonet outing at Sentosa.
And as usual a few turn up.
As usual again, everbody was at least 1hr30min late. Except for most of the freshies and ME.
Our meeting time was 10 and when i called matt and fiza, they were still at home.
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We left habourfront at around 12 plus. I think.
Found a spot and settled down.
The fun picked up gradually after we started playing captains ball and the fun continued after shower 'cos of the massive cam-whoring.
Well, actually its just me cam-whoring. HAHA.
So here are the photos. ((((:
signedsealed.10:11 PM
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
Gone So Youngby
Amber PacificI never dreamt it'd be this way
I lost any chance for me to say
To say that I miss you, say that I love you
Will someone please tell me I'm okay
I wasn't prepared for what's to come
A life made of memories gone so young
And now I'm regretting all I've done
But in your heart you know that I'm with you all along
Wherever you go, I will be waiting
Whenever you call, I will be there
Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright
I'm in your heart tonight
I never thought that this could go
And take me away from all I know
And leave me to think I'm on my own
But your love will take me, you were the one...
...Who sat through nights
You held me tight
And made sure I'm okay
And I thank you for the love you gave to me
Wherever you go, I will be waiting
Whenever you call, I will be there
Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright
I'm in your heart tonight...
Tonight...
Wherever you go, I will be waiting
Whenever you call, I will be there
Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright
Wherever you go, I will be waiting
Whenever you call, I will be there
Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright
And if I should fall, I know you're waiting
And if I should call, I know you're there
If ever you cry just know
I'm in your heart tonight...
I'm in your heart tonight.
signedsealed.3:21 PM
Sunday, June 17, 2007
HAPPY DADDYS' DAY!!Celebrated Fathers' Day.
Had bbq yesterday and drank lotsa wine and corona.
Damn good. I really needed it.
Heh.
And today went Hua Chong JC Almuni to have dinner and went ice cream cremery for desert.
My dad's happy.
We're happy.
Everyones happy.
=DDDDD
Labels: Fathers' Day
signedsealed.10:21 PM
