Friday, January 26, 2007
Friday, January19
Open house was fun and pictures paint a thousand words. So....here you go=)
signedsealed.9:35 PM
Monday, January 15, 2007
Monday, January15
Ok..so today is the 15.guess what.tmr is the 16th.haha. i really dont know how to spend tmr.lol. ANYWAYS......last saturday we had a GL outing at SENTOSAAA~ according to forum and word of mouth..it was suppose to be a postponed TRAINING to make up for last wednesday but......in the end, we end up spending the day in our own clicks cam whoring and sun tanning.LOL. and what's the purpose of this "TRAINING" again??LOL. But anyway, we had our small fun though. we were jumping around trying to capture ourselves up in the air but failed to many attempts. haha. the whole process was hilarious. oh and sweeyin dug a really huge whole in hopes of reahcing to the other side of the globe to meet her idol, luo zhi xiang a.k.a xiao zhu. LOL. and caryn adopted the idea and started digging too in her own hopes of meeting duggy from mcFly. HAHA. crazy bunch of people i hang out with. lol. OHHHHHH. and one of the best parts were caryn video-ing me and sweeyin POLE DANCING with the "SWIM HERE" sign pole. AHAHAHA. super funny! and the worst part is, CARYN GAVE THE VIDEO TO DING FENG!!!!!!!!!! omgg...........my innocent, good girl image has gone with the wind. LOL. i wished i could upload the video here..but i dont have the software. lol. so i'll just present u guys with fotos. okok. and so...after sentosa, we proceeded to vivo city to have our dinner. unfortunately caryn and nessa had to leave=( but abyways, we walked from sentosa to vivo while the SGLs and AGLs took the shuttle bus. FREAKING LAZY PEOPLE. and because of that all of us seperated and ate on our own. after eating we went to the top floor to meet the SGLs. that's when all the true fun began. haha. i suggested we lie down in the middle of the platform and gaze at stars but too bad vivo was too bright and there were too many clouds so no stars. so we just lay there and waste time until......nicole start jumping over us. haha. then we started ask the guys to lie down while we all jump over the 3 of them. ahah. and then weng came and she intoduced her childhood game to us and started rolling on the floor like balls with our feet tugged together. hahaha. so fun la.. and the other SGLs started doing some water ballet stunts. and cart wheels and all.. ahaha. it has really been a fun day for me=) i think we should do this often. makes me get my minds off some stuff...yupp=D and so, here are some of the fotos. lazy to upload all.haha.
signedsealed.10:09 PM
Thursday, January 11, 2007
Thursday, January11
its been the second day and im missing him badly..trying to smile and act happy for the whole day really is tirering..only back at home or when im around does my emotions start to take over..sleepless nights, swollen eyes..damn it. why is it so hard..im already trying my best not to think about our past, our happy memories, our sweetness. all the bad sides jus faded away..but yet i know we wont work out for sure and we're not for one another..good thing i hav my friends to stop me from thinking bout him for awhile..but still, memories still rushes back when im alone. this feeling sucks. i think i really need an eyecandy.. to help me stop thinking about him and regretting the breakup..i really hope he's doing fine. but yet on the other hand i dont want him to stop loving me..i jus cant bear to see other girls holding what used to be mine who loved me so dearly. i dont want the feeling of being replaced. i still love him. a hell lot. but...we both know tt we wont last due to our big difference in character and thinking. i really hate this feeling of being stuck in between of facing reality and following my heart. i really feel like seeing him now. its been lik a habit msging and calling and saying good mornings and good nights. but now everything has changed drastically. sometimes i would forget and take out my fone to msg him. until i realised i cnt do tt now...nobody would know how shitty this feels. sometimes, i kinda regret knowing him in the first place. if not all these late nights and swollen eyes wont happen. AARRGH! CHERYL YOU'RE SUCH A LOSER..damn it.
signedsealed.9:40 AM
Tuesday, January 09, 2007
January09, Tuesday
That last kiss
I'll cherish
Until we meet again
And time makes it harder
I wish I could remember
But I keep you memory
You visit me in my sleep
My darlin' who knew.
i'll be fine.=)
signedsealed.10:25 PM
