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Wednesday, February 28, 2007


YEAYYYYYYYYY. I spent $232.10 in total today including food. HAH. DIEEEEEE. all that amount includes, a blue top, a pair of SKINNY JEANS and 3 pairs of SHOES from TOPSHOP, a spheg top from Forever21, 3 pairs of EAR RINGS and LOTSA LOTSA FOOOOD. =DDD

ARRGGHHHHHHH!!!!!

=(((( im gona be so so soooooooooooo broke. and i dont think i have money for zhen's present. NOT EVEN THE TRIP TO SENTOSAAAAA!! DIEEEEEEEE.

Somebody save me PLEASEEEE.
OMG. i think this is the first time i really spend like siao. ALL my ang bao money gone alr. =(((((

But hey. i had fun though. THANK YOU NIC!! he joined us for shopping just to GIVE us his 20% TOPSHOP VOUCHER. omg he's sooooo sweeeet laaaa. =DDD

On behalf of that 2 girls, THANK YOU SO SO MUCH. =DDD

And yeah, I GOT MY JEANSSSSSSSS!! MWAHAHAHAHAH. *GRINS*

Today supper SUPPER happy. we literally shop 'till we drop. HAHA. at first we went to wisma to get my jeans and the blue top i wanted to buy on mon. BUT! SOLD OUT! hahah. but lucky thing they made a call and reserved the right size for me at Bugis. HEHEH.

Really xin tong but i really enjoyed my time. Now i have to worry how i'm gona tell my mum that i spent everything all in one day. SHIT. =((( i hope my pay comes in quick 'cos i spent the amount i'm not suppose to touch alr. HAH. ooopsyy =X

Oh and... i saw his mum on the train on the way back with nic. WHAT BAD TIMING CAN?!? later she mistook nic as my new boyfriend and think i ditch his son for him. HEH. and the worst thing is, i did'nt say hi. LOL. the atmosphere really weird and i don't know if she'll recognise me. but anyway, i just pretend i did'nt see her. =(

DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE!!!

But as nic said, it does'nt matter now aint it. since... yeahh. darn. its suppose to be a happy post. HAH. whatever. CHERYL HAPPY but now broke. HAHAH.

YEAYYY.

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signedsealed.10:20 PM





SHOPPING SHOPPING, SKINNY SKINNY SKINNY SKINNY JEANSSSSSSSSSS, CHERYL HAPPY HAPPY HAPPYYYYYYYY =DDD RAAHHHHHHHH.

P.s : so sorry nessa, hong kai, kiap etc..... cos.......... later working so........... er.. hahahaha. PAI SEHH!!! =DDD

* i promise i swear i wont skip nxt wk and the nxt nxt wk!!

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signedsealed.11:08 AM



Tuesday, February 27, 2007


没有你的早晨,
加了糖的咖啡,
也是苦的。

也许我连自己要什么也不知道。
我一个人悠游荡荡,
自由久了,
也没有了目标,梦一醒来,
发现墙上已经不知不觉地写满了你的名字。

难道我真是个笨蛋。
一直错过已经在身旁的幸福。

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signedsealed.12:09 AM



Monday, February 26, 2007


yeah, and so i've found a job. a rather relaxing and good paying one. basically i just sit there and make phone calls for surveys in a cute phone booth thats all. 7bucks per survey done. and omg. the noodles at parkmall is soooooooo delicious. the fried rice too. so many reasons to go all the way to clark quay to work. hah. well at least it keeps my mind occupied and i can buy my topshop SKINNY JEANS! yeah.. and oh thank god im now a size 26. hahaha. ya im fat. but so what. no boyfriend so what. hah.

And yeah im no longer the leading lady in his life. i really worked hard to take back my role. i literally begged and all. yupp. twice. i'm sad. like really. but... i have no choice right? i wanted just that chance. i've learned, i've grown. but nope. he would'nt give me that chance to prove myself. so much for being fair. i really wana rock my life and show him that i'm fine, ok, more than happy, enjoying, etc etc without him. arrggh. he got me. he really did. i thought i'll be freaking fine. but its ok. i'll be soon. i hope.

Anyways, that skinny jeans i was talking 'bout from TOPSHOP is freaking 96bucks. which means i have to complete 'bout 14 looooooonnnnnggggggg surveys. and not only that. i wana buy a blue top too which cost 33bucks. which means 14 plus 4 freaking survyesssssss. imagine how many rejections i'm gona face AGAIN. twice from your ex-boyfriend and more to come from many many many strangers. siannzzzzzzzzzzzz. tough life hor. who to blame for being a girl. arrggh. a boyfriend comes in handy at this point though. HAHA. nah just kidding. but it'll be really sweet. just like what he did. arh nvm.

And yeah i have to surrender all my ang bao $$. =((((((((((((( super sad la!!

no money = no shopping = no going out = holidays boring.

i can't wait for trial camp and foc to start though. gona be hell loads of fun i guess. which means i have no time to think bout redundant stuffs, more time with friends and no time for myself. GOODY GOODY HAPPEEEE HAPPPEEEEE~

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signedsealed.11:15 PM



Wednesday, February 21, 2007


I'm super exhausted. just came back from visiting at jere, caryn and davin's hs. which means..MORE ANG BAO! hehehehe. no i'm not materialistic. i'm just.. realistic. haha. i actually do believe money makes the world go round. im not saying money can solve all our problems, but at least with money i can shop. shopping means i have less time to think bout the unhappy stuff, missing someone and many other stuffs. which means i'll be a happy girl. erm. well, at least for a moment. Hah.

Ok.. so back to why i was so tired.. yeah. for the last few days i've been sleeping reeeaallly waaayyyy past my bedtime. haha. my biological clock is all screwed up. anyways, had a looonngggg chat with a very very good friend. he's soooo sweet la. we chat the whooole night bout my stuff and all and he didnt even complain. he has to meet his gf early in the morning sommore. i guess he's more than suitable to talk to bout my situation bahh. i guess cos he's kinda in the same plight as me. just that much more luckier and happier. and no im not flirting or anything. just having a heart to heart talk with a brother which i dont think a girl-friend can. my friends are great. esp caryn, nessa, yin, nicole, denyse.. just that, i think guys are better listeners bah.

I know he has made his stand. just that, if only he could give me a chance. just like i did before. arrgh. nvm... i tried. i really tried my best to move on, stay happy, find a better guy blah blah. hah. yeah. desperate, i'm crawling. at this point, i wish a was a fish. the first 3 seconds, still remembering the "i love you darling" whispers and all the other sweet nothings in my ears, and the next 3 seconds onwards remembering nothing at all like he never once stepped into my life and got me begging and crawling on my knees with all cuts and bruises. it was till now that i finally figure out myself the meaning of having a taste of your own medicine. hah. how shall i congratulate myself.


signedsealed.11:09 PM



Tuesday, February 20, 2007


oh ya and one more thing. HAPPY BIRTHDAY DENYSEEEE!!!!! LOVE YOU GIRL =))))))


signedsealed.12:48 AM





FINALLY REACHED 100 BUCKS THIS YEARRRR!!!! HAHAHA. SOOOOO HAPPPYYYYY. hahahahaha. =DDDD actually is $221 in total. still pathetic compared to all of my friends but at least there's improvement. HAHA. i don't know what's up with my parents. sudd this year ang bao money raise from $20 each to $50. that makes it $100!! hahaha. yeaayyy.

Still, this new year's not really enjoyable though. lota things happen and.... yea.. not as happy as i thought i'd be but.. i'll get by. i hope. haha. ohwell. i could use the money for more shopping and make myself happy. =D

As for valentines.... i think if it was spent with a someone, it would be much better. not that friends are'nt good enough.. just that i've always thought that valentines should be for couples. if not, its just another day. so.. that day was'nt as fun. plus there was cell bio paper on that day which made it worse. anyhow, i've started to have the allergies for valentines. got rejected and all. hah. yea... i'll learn to adapt though. so no worrys. =))

Anyways, HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY=))))


signedsealed.12:04 AM



Tuesday, February 13, 2007


YEAYYYYYYYYYY. TMR'S VALENTINES...........................and freaking cellbio. =( no valentine, no lover, no bouquet of flowers, no i love you msgs, no i miss you honeybunny sweety pie sweetheart whatever NEVERMIND. but why cellbio on that day............arrrhhhhh. im not freaking studying la!!! =(((((((((((((( so much more to study but no mood...

Anyways. i've thought 'bout it and i've come to a conclusion. CHERYL IS AND WILL BE A HAPPY GIRL. =)))) no point getting upset and all when he doesnt even raise a brow to notice me. yeapp. i'll be way fine shopping with my buds tmr. the only problem is.... I HAVE NO FREAKING MONEY!!! im sooo sooo broke. i need my ang bao money quick. hmmmm. i wish he has a great day tmr too with his friends.... but still im still hoping to recieve valentine presents^^ nah, i wont be looking forward to it but if it comes, i'll be really pleased=))

Finally, after soooo many days of "studying" in school, we're gona have our hols soon!! yeayyyyyy... which means more shopping. hahaha. and yeah, im so moving on.=D


signedsealed.10:08 PM



Monday, February 12, 2007
Sunday, February12


After a few days it'll be Valentines. keep having images of him surprising me with a bouqet of daisies after i leave the exam hall this coming wednesday. but guess that wont be happening huh. Hah. wake up and move along cheryl. i have no mood for studying. i really need a crack of sunlight. maybe a secret admirer would do. sing me my favourite song. whatever. i just need something to get my mind off regrets. shopping spree would be awesome. haha. but my mum wont wana sponsor. dang. arrrghhh!!

Do i really love him that much? i really wana talk to him. but im afraid he might think im using him as a spare or smthn. hai. i miss him a hell lot.. right now, really wished he'd hurry get a girlfriend. though i'll be really sad, as the saying goes, "chang tong bu ru duan tong". but i think i really need the love again.


signedsealed.12:03 AM



Sunday, February 11, 2007
CON'TD =))


Run- snow patrol

I'll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing that's right
In all I've done
And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it any where
Away from here

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you can not hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear
Louder, Louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say

To think i might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbyes
I nearly do

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you can not hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear
Louder, Louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say

Slower, slower
We don't have time for that
All I want's to find an easier way
To get out of our little heads
Have heart, my dear
We're bound to be afraid
Even if its just for a few days
Making up for all this mess

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you can not hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear


signedsealed.12:36 AM



Saturday, February 10, 2007
Saturday, February10


Feelin' kinda depressed.. kept repeating the song Run by snow patrol and Zhuan Shu Tian Shi by Tank over and over again in my mp3. both of the songs really made it really hard for me to control my feelings. i cant help but remind myself of the past and so i've thought that i've gotten over it already, i saw him today. again. and adding on to it, today was obc paper. really gna repeat this shitty module again.

Was really hard to smile and laugh and all.. but thanks to my best friend, youTube, and of course, caryn n davin, if not i wouldnt be strong enough to overcome this.. nicole asked me a question that really kept me thinking. since i still love him alot, why would i wana break in the first place? hah. i dont know how to reply her. we were meant tobe. supposed to be. but we lost it. all the bad stuff just slipped off my mind and i found myself with no excuses but the fact that he was really a good boyfriend.

I feel stupid. Hah. like, what's the point crying over split milk right? haha. anyways, i just need a release of emotions. but, if there's ever a day where he has found a new partner, i don't know what i'll do.. seriously. i guess i'll feel really sad.. but thats ok i guess. i should be happy=)

Sometimes, i really don't wana give him the impression that i'm really happy now. yes i am. but only to a certain extent. i don't want him to think that i'm fine without him. i really dont want him to stop loving me and all. from his smile today i think that day is coming, where everything stops. yeah, i'm a selfish bitch. whatever. 2 years is really hard to forget.

The song, Zhuan Shu Tian Shi.. thats my favourite song ever. i really wanted somebody that i really liked to sing it to me. that'll be really sweet. i can literarily die in his arms. not wu zun this time. haha. but guess itsnot gna happen this valentines huh. Hah. so much for my happy ending.. =)

专属天使

我不会怪你对我的伪装
天使在人间是该藏好翅膀
人们愚蠢鲁莽而你纤细善良
怎能让你为了我被碰伤
小小的手掌厚厚的温暖
你总能平复我不安的夜晚
不敢想的梦想透过你的眼光
我才看见它原来在前方

没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望

小小的手掌大大的力量
我一定也会像你一样飞翔
你想去的地方就是我的方向
有我保护笑容尽管灿烂

没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望

要不是你出现
我一定还在沉睡
绝望的以为生命只有黑夜
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望


signedsealed.9:24 PM



Friday, February 09, 2007
Friday, February09


LORD JESUS CHRIST, I'M SO GNA FAIL OBCCCCCCCCC!!



im screwed = DIE = GOODBYE GOOD LIFE.

=(((((((((((((((((


signedsealed.8:02 PM



Saturday, February 03, 2007
Saturday, February03


WUUUUU ZUUUUUUUUUUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =DDD


signedsealed.1:47 AM



CHERYL;

01.NOV.89
NGEE ANN POLY
M.BIO
saintz_2003@hotmail.com

L♥VES

mr. cw yeo
you-tube
period dramas,
good songs,
happy food,
movie soundtracks,
snacks,
Quaker chocolate chunks,
POST Cranberry Almond Crunch!!
BENTO SQUID SEAFOOD SNACKS
etc...



WANTS

If you guys are wondering what to get for my bday, here's a list to get you on the right track. :D

*apple iPOD TOUCH 8gb
*Havaianas
*BIRKENSTOCK
*CAMERA
*POLAROID CAMERA
*mp3 Player
*LG PRADA
*Wii+guitar hero+Wii Fit
*DOLLA DOLLA BILL YO~




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* ABELINA
* ALVIN CHOY
* BOYFRIEND;DARLING;BABY;HONEY<3
* CAT
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* CHRISPIN
* DALIA
* DENYSE
* EUNICE-dagofreshie
* GRACE
* IMPIAN-TCC
* JEAN
* JEREMY-dagofreshie
* KAREN
* LINETTE
* Maryam-dagofreshie
* MEIZHEN
* MELLISA GOH
* NESSA
* NICOLE
* NP STARTBURST
* PEITING
* SAMUEL
* SHANNON
* SHERYLHO
* SHUHUI
* SIJIE
* SWEEYIN
* TEAM DAGONET
* WEE CHONG






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