Wednesday, July 02, 2008
FYP has yet again led us to another level of head-aching, perplexing predicament.
And with Eddie Ong on our backs, im currently in a quandary how to keep up with the work loads and demands of being able to produce results and reports on our progress with deadlines almost impossible to meet, and i seem to be the one at the frontline bearing blows after blows.
Stressed, yes. But no one seem to understand and have any empathy on people like us, brushing our complaints and constant cries as a matter-of-fact thing like we should be grateful and what not.
I hate responsibilities.
This may, or is the first time i've ever been independent, doing things on my own, managing and planning everything. I hate every single bit of it. I'm just so not used to fending for myself and making it out there on my own. Too pampered some might say. Without a doubt, yes i must strongly agree. Guess its high time i learnt the harsh reality of life that in due of time, i have to bear more of this "responssiblities" independently, considering that im growing out of my teens and gona graduate soon and supposedly earning my own bread in time to come.
Hopefully soon, i'll find a way to break out of my parents overprotecting shelter and start to mature and grow up abit. That's what cw has constantly bugged me to. Right now what's lacking is the determination and discipline to do my duty as a student and complete and graduate from my course with reasonable grades.
Sigh, that's one big hurdle.
God bless me. =/