Tuesday, October 23, 2007
Post- monday blues.
It's been too long since i last blogged. Reason being, my damn laptop just died on me recently. I've completely lost all forms of entertainment damn it. I'm so not fated with electronics. Dang.
Anyways, havent been much of myself lately. Ever had this feeling of smiling on the outside but on the inside you feel like shit but have no freakin' idea why? Urghh. Seriously what's wrong with me man. I cant get to sleep and im getting a lil' too emotional and grouchy at times. Maybe it's the excessive jap dramas i've been binging on lately. Like how sweet the leading couples are and how not anywhere similar my own love story is. Not that we're not sweet SWEET, but as in, we hardly have time for each other due to our damn timetables and plus we're somehow not very cool recently. The only source of communication we're survivng on is merely sms-es, hardly on msn and rarely on the phone which only last less that 10min. Ahah. Ohwell, will be seeing him tomorrow tho. Heh.
Adding on, i had a sudden outbreak of rash everywhere esp. the FACE after the Noices.Voices.Choices2007 performance last Friday. I think its Gurion's oversized hamsters. Gosh i look disgusting. Like some old woman going through menopause. Raahh. PLUS, havent seen boyfriend for like a thousand years. Heh, better actually. Cannot let him see my old, wrinkled and dried up face. LOL. Yes, that's how bad it is. Damn laaaaa.
And oh gosh. Dont get me started on school. 2weeks into the semester and i cant wait for it to end. Biochem nearly rid my head of all my pathethic amount of hair and Bioinfo almost made me commit suicide. I totally miss year one man. And how the hell did i manage to fail OrganicChem la. Now that i'm a cross-streamer, it doesnt make my poly life any easier, having to be seperated from my friends to join some wu-lu and weird people from the other semesters.
Raaaahh. I so hate the year 2007.
And i miss boyfriend damn badly. Heh.