Monday, February 26, 2007
yeah, and so i've found a job. a rather relaxing and good paying one. basically i just sit there and make phone calls for surveys in a cute phone booth thats all. 7bucks per survey done. and omg. the noodles at parkmall is soooooooo delicious. the fried rice too. so many reasons to go all the way to clark quay to work. hah. well at least it keeps my mind occupied and i can buy my topshop SKINNY JEANS! yeah.. and oh thank god im now a size 26. hahaha. ya im fat. but so what. no boyfriend so what. hah.
And yeah im no longer the leading lady in his life. i really worked hard to take back my role. i literally begged and all. yupp. twice. i'm sad. like really. but... i have no choice right? i wanted just that chance. i've learned, i've grown. but nope. he would'nt give me that chance to prove myself. so much for being fair. i really wana rock my life and show him that i'm fine, ok, more than happy, enjoying, etc etc without him. arrggh. he got me. he really did. i thought i'll be freaking fine. but its ok. i'll be soon. i hope.
Anyways, that skinny jeans i was talking 'bout from TOPSHOP is freaking 96bucks. which means i have to complete 'bout 14 looooooonnnnnggggggg surveys. and not only that. i wana buy a blue top too which cost 33bucks. which means 14 plus 4 freaking survyesssssss. imagine how many rejections i'm gona face AGAIN. twice from your ex-boyfriend and more to come from many many many strangers. siannzzzzzzzzzzzz. tough life hor. who to blame for being a girl. arrggh. a boyfriend comes in handy at this point though. HAHA. nah just kidding. but it'll be really sweet. just like what he did. arh nvm.
And yeah i have to surrender all my ang bao $$. =((((((((((((( super sad la!!
no money = no shopping = no going out = holidays boring.
i can't wait for trial camp and foc to start though. gona be hell loads of fun i guess. which means i have no time to think bout redundant stuffs, more time with friends and no time for myself. GOODY GOODY HAPPEEEE HAPPPEEEEE~
Labels: job. delicious food. him. sad. heartbroken=(. skinnies. money. upcoming events. happy girl.
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