Monday, February 12, 2007
After a few days it'll be Valentines. keep having images of him surprising me with a bouqet of daisies after i leave the exam hall this coming wednesday. but guess that wont be happening huh. Hah. wake up and move along cheryl. i have no mood for studying. i really need a crack of sunlight. maybe a secret admirer would do. sing me my favourite song. whatever. i just need something to get my mind off regrets. shopping spree would be awesome. haha. but my mum wont wana sponsor. dang. arrrghhh!!
Do i really love him that much? i really wana talk to him. but im afraid he might think im using him as a spare or smthn. hai. i miss him a hell lot.. right now, really wished he'd hurry get a girlfriend. though i'll be really sad, as the saying goes, "chang tong bu ru duan tong". but i think i really need the love again.