Friday, December 29, 2006
ya im back..actually i came back on the 22nd.but no mood to blog whatsoever...japan trip was ok...not as fantatic as i imagined my whole life..the people there are nice.and the girls there are gorgeous..actually, not really la.ahah.their make up skills are just perfect.small eyes become big eyes.big eyes become bigger eyes.lol.oh and i love the weather there.so freaking hot here.anyways, it wasntvery fun cos everything was in japanese. even the rides and games in disneyland and universal studios are all in japanese.we stand there and lik, huh?.lol.yupp.i went to tokyo disneyland.not very nice la.and very crowded and mus que for at least 40min to 1hr per ride.really crazy..so people who are getting jealous that i went there, dont be..its nothing great.really.stuff there are expensive.like super expensive. so not much gifts for you people.haha.
these few days.....has been really boring..i really felt alone.hmm.guess i'll get used to this..he says im asking too much from him and im never satisfied..somehow i jus dont feel the great oh mighty love anymore..he's starting to care less..i may sound insecure..ya i am..but he doesnt seem to notice.today he chose his friends over me.and somehow he didnt tell me he went to eat with his friends at kap but said he was going home.i kinda hinted him and asked him when his meeting ended so that maybe he would suggest going out with me..but he said he was tired and wanted to go home.and in the end, he was with friends.he didnt look tired though.i met him at the bus stop. and so he left me to go somewhere with his friends..actually, its nothing la.i think im being to selfish.ya...guess what goes around comes around.i wonder what's next.and i wont complain ever again.