Friday, December 08, 2006
Friday, December08
its been a long and terrible day...i hate my life so much.everything just dont go right for me.i failed in my studies, i failed in my r/s, failed in almost everything..we broke up.and it was during class.........wat grt timing..i just cldnt stand us anymore.everything jus turned out wrong..i wasnt for him and he wasnt for me...guess we just are'nt made for each other..i still love him but we just cnt "connect". im an outgoing person..always craving for fun fun fun.while he's those sensitive, conservative type..which really doesnt suit him..well, mayb afterall its an happy ending where he finds his perfect dream soul-mate while i find mine..its gna be really hard but i guess its the best for the both of us..guess he knows that too...i really hope we can be friends after 1yr and 10mnths..even though we failed in being lovers but mayb we'll be great being friends. i know he would'nt want us being friends cos i know he'll feel weird...just a hope mayb...im feeling really guilty now for ruining his birthday....i knew it was gna happen sooner or later..but did'nt know it was tt fast...i feel so terrible now.....but i'll get over soon i guess=)to him: darling..im really sorry..i didnt meant for it to happen this way.i really wanted our ANF..but guess it didnt work out...hope u'll find a better partner den me..=)
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