Monday, November 06, 2006
Tuesday, Nov06
my day started out fine today. denise painted my nails for me..how sweet right..though its a little messy around the sides but its the thought that counts right?we had dance practice AGAIN.still a lil blur bout the steps la but im catching up..lol.hmm.ya all was fine until i got home.my dad told me to go home myself and i did and in the end i fgot scolded for it. he blamed me and ask why i dont wana call him pick me up at JP blah blah and keep saying i keep coming home late every since i started school and have'nt been seeing me studying recently..the studying part is true la but the coming home late thing is not my fault what.its not that i go out play till 10 11 o'clock right..and im not a little girl anymore..WORSE IS..i tried to "talk " to my mum and tell her jokingly that my friends say im pretty blah blah and she just gave me the look and said: "ya meh.they make you happy only la..i dont believe they said that." i was like..thanks ah MUM. and she added:" you how pretty you ownself know.i'm not saying you're extremely ugly.i'm just saying you're not beautiful." these are the exact words that came from my own mother..one of a kind ya? this is another reason why i dont respect my mum. now i know why all of us have such low self-confidence. all thanks to her. or mayb its jus me she dont find beautiful in her eyes. well, whatever. guess what. i don't give a damn. i'm an ugly piece of shit to her but at least i look beautiful in my bf's eyes and mayb my friends. with them i don't need her. anyways, these are the recent fotos i took=)
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