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Thursday, November 02, 2006
Thursday, Nov 02


finally im writing a post..lol.yesterday was my birthday..yeay.......it was the "best" one ever...since yesterday i realised how many ppl actually cared..cared to even say a happy birthday...guess these ppl are the ones i shld cherish more..i really regret tt i've neglected them thinking tt the grass on the other side is greener..i realised im totally wrong...its looks attracting from far but i realised its just a facade..yesterday was a really horrible day..the most disappointing day..i was left alone myself,ignored..few days prior to my bday i thought i was gna be celebrated..welcomed into sch with many many wishes presents etc...but hell was i wrong...i was huming birthday songs in my head over and over again to myself..cos nobody did.but i was really touched and happy and quite surprised tt even my lecturer Mr. Mak, who is a complete stranger cared to sing me a birthday song on the spot..it may sound really lame and stupid to the rest but they dont know how much i needed tt..an encouragement and sense of pride tt i've made it so far..they just laughed.it just amazed me on how a complete stranger lik me to him would even sing for me despite the embarrasment..it made me think wat are friends for...mayb i dont hav true ones..for the whole day i had to act like nothing happened.even those who knew just watched me "act normal"..i even had to pretend tt it wasnt my day...well, he was right..nobody cares as much bout my bday lik he does..though he didnt sing me a birthday song, he really made my day.he made me forget tt im forgotten by my friends...he made it all better..during lecture my sis mms-ed me a pic of her holding a piece of paper saying "HAPPY BIRTHDAY"..she bothered to send me tt msg to wish me happy birthday even though she was in austrailia studying her ass off..i almost broke into tears but held it back hoping nobody would see my hurt..i dont mean tt its a responsibility for them to remem my brithday..but i jus feel very hurt very disappointed..i thought i was a somebody to them..but guess im wrong..im just anotheraverage,dull, unattractive, not-worth-the time,the care the concern person to them jus lik they are now to me...but those who wished me, really a big thnk u to u guys...really touched..and the guys from F02..thou u guys can be really corny at ALL times,lol, but really thnk u for the thought...THANK YOU!^^ hmm.other stuff happened today tt really turned me off.....really made me wonder why am i here for...what am i to them...hmm.guess nobody would understand bahh.....i feel left out and incompetent in everything now...i cry to myself almost everyday..thinking what im needed for in this earth for....jus a background figure? i hate myself..mayb im nt pretty enough, not smart enough to be noticed and cared for for them...but im happy and luky and i thank God for him to pick me up whenever i stumble or hit rock bottom..at least i know there's ONE person who really loved and cared for me...thank you darling=)

*cher_.


signedsealed.9:02 PM



CHERYL;

01.NOV.89
NGEE ANN POLY
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you-tube
period dramas,
good songs,
happy food,
movie soundtracks,
snacks,
Quaker chocolate chunks,
POST Cranberry Almond Crunch!!
BENTO SQUID SEAFOOD SNACKS
etc...



WANTS

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*apple iPOD TOUCH 8gb
*Havaianas
*BIRKENSTOCK
*CAMERA
*POLAROID CAMERA
*mp3 Player
*LG PRADA
*Wii+guitar hero+Wii Fit
*DOLLA DOLLA BILL YO~




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* NP STARTBURST
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* SHANNON
* SHERYLHO
* SHUHUI
* SIJIE
* SWEEYIN
* TEAM DAGONET
* WEE CHONG






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