yst we chatted..and...we discussed bout being together again..i realli miss him..and i wana experience the sweets of being attatch once again..but i seriously dont know if i wana continue..im afraid i'll regret.then, we'll be back to square one yet again.im very sure he loves me alot and realli want us to work..but.so many things pulling me back.my love for freedom..mum's opinion..my friends'..i realli dont know what to do..did'nt really sleep well last night..kept thinking of all the "criteria" tt i hav to follow if we got back together..its nt alot realli..he cut down aaaaaaalot..but still, i'm not sure if im up to it..im nt sure whether i'll follow and promise never ever to lie again just to do the things i want..i've hurt him enough and i dont wana rub salt into his wounds...anyways..i requested to giv him an answer on the 16th of july.the main reason basicly is to realli think through and decide both of our fates cos i realli dont want hearts to be broken further.and the sub reason is cos if we are gonna start afresh, i want it to be on the 16th.if not..we'll end on the same date as we started.seriously i dont wana think of anything right now..but he's still dangling.and i know i should'nt hold onto him and not doing anyhing..my mind is in a mess now..so many voices circling in my head..to go for it or not to..all the pros and cons...frankly speaking i regreted talking to him online yst..if not i wont be in such a delima..luckily i hav sweeyin and vanessa to pei me go shopping to temporarily forget everything and relax....till then, i hav 27 days to make my final decision..i realli hope that day would arrive as long as possible...i know if i reject him, we wont be talking to each other like we're doing now...maybe nt all even..hais.whatever it is...i hope i make the right decisions..=)
*cheR_.
signedsealed.7:33 PM
CHERYL;
01.NOV.89
NGEE ANN POLY
M.BIO
saintz_2003@hotmail.com
L♥VES
mr. cw yeo
you-tube
period dramas,
good songs,
happy food,
movie soundtracks,
snacks,
Quaker chocolate chunks,
POST Cranberry Almond Crunch!!
BENTO SQUID SEAFOOD SNACKS
etc...
WANTS
If you guys are wondering what to get for my bday, here's a list to get you on the right track. :D
*apple iPOD TOUCH 8gb
*Havaianas
*BIRKENSTOCK
*CAMERA
*POLAROID CAMERA
*mp3 Player
*LG PRADA
*Wii+guitar hero+Wii Fit
*DOLLA DOLLA BILL YO~
