Thursday, June 22, 2006
went shop shop at Bugis today..it kept my mind off thinking bout him and us for awhile...really temporarily forgot everything until nessa and sy left...anyways, i spent almost a 100 bucks can?!?!?!?!i really gotta find a rich husband man..hahas..don't know what i bought also..hahas..hmm.i bought 2 shorts,2 earings,1 bracelet, 1 necklace and 1 eye shadow...like that cost $100++ mehh?!?!?lol!!where all my $$$ go sia?!?lol!ohoh..i know liao..lunch, drinks at coffee bean, peanut pancake..hmm.still gt what ahh??....no more!!wahh..i really gotta work man..hope nessa can help me find jobT.T i need $$!!lol!shopping realli is a great way to distress..hahas.so fun!!but...coming back to my decision...i still dont know what to do...i dont know if i patch again, would be able to go shopping with the both of them or anyone again without having to worry bout somebody else's feelings or whatever..it all comes back to the word "freedom"..will i ever gonna get that if i patch....hais..somebody enlighten me please...........i really am in a delima...i miss him though...hais...*knocks head against wall*..whatever la..school's starting soon!!cant wait to get back ti school^^*cheR_.