I am jobless, hungry, and SUPERcalifragilisticexpialidocious-ly bored...

Urgh i hate this. H-A-T-E this.

I'd give ANYTHING to go back to school again. (Except..)
Oh wait, that's what's happening right now is'nt it.

URRRHGHHGHGHGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...............................................






Yea it's been long. Again.

Melbourne. Where do i start.
Well, its been a week here now and still another week more to go. Living in the city is really nice. Its like living in Orchard Road. Plenty of shopping, good food; mostly asian, and good weather. What more can you ask for.

Well for the first few days yea i was happy. New place, new environment. But now, it seems like i've been here forever and it makes me kinda miss home, but at the same time also makes me wana get away from it all and start afresh.

Had a really good and long catch up with my sisters the other night; in the toilet- on the topic of boyfriends, future studies, my future and Christianity. We talked for hours taking turns to sit on the toilet bowl and for a moment, i felt as if my life seemed so full of opportunities and open possibilities. There's so much i wana do, wana explore, but yet at the same time there are also many things i dont wana let go.

What do i really want?

I dont know really. Maybe its more of "What is best for me" or " Which is more worth it" perhaps? This may be the toughest crossroads i've ever gona encounter and i dont know what to do and who to go to. How can anybody understand. Its more than what it seems on the surface and to you guys whom i care about and who cares about me, i dont know how to explain this lost and confused feeling.

These few days, i've been thinking alot about everything, and mostly about how my life here has been so far. Yea its fun, driving out to the suburbs, hanging out with my sisters in the city, trying to absorb every inch of it as much as possible in case i were to ever stay here. But its hard when im in-tune with myself, like right now, and find myself wanting to be on the other side of the globe with someone, but feel like it wont be the same anymore if i were to be here. Cos its happening right now. I dont know, maybe im not matured enough for this kinda long distance stuff. Why am i so insecure? Not that there isnt any trust, there's plenty but ....

.. What's the point right.
Oh well, its 2am here alr. Goodnight all :)

P.S Updated photos of melb on fb! Blogging is so, 2008? Lol.
xoxo.














FINALLY AN UPDATE!

Lol my last post was on Feb 26th? That long?

Actualy nothing much has changed besides the fact that im currently halfway through my attachment, getting older and growing fatter. Love the people there, o-k with the job, but hate the 8 o'clock mayhem where i always kena stuck in the morning jam cos couldnt wake up at 6. Cant wait to be free again.







I dont know what to do, or what to feel anymore..







Ok that was genomics inspired. Lol.
WHERE MY GYM KAH-KIS AT??
Sam, Lin, i ddont wana get colon cancer. It hurts.







Valentines.. :)
























Ok i know im the last to update CNY photos.
CNY is getting boring, not fun anymore..
Nevertheless its the last CNY im gona spend with my family of 6 now that Shannon is gonexzxzx.

Ang baos; disappointment.
PINEAPPLE TARTS; disappointment.
Ba Gua; dont remem eating it.
Overall mood; SUPER SIANXZ AH.

Sighh. hope the next year would be better :)




















"I Don't Know, Let's Sing"

Hi, it's very very nice to meet shoes
I mean, very nice to meet you.
Have we met before 'cause I recall your presence in my dreams.

You say you've heard a lot about me.
So what is it you know exactly?
That I'm meant for you and you were perfectly made just for me.

Seems like we get along just fine
So why don't we just take our time 'cause we have that and more and we don't know what God has in store.

Lalala you make me sing.
Lalala you make me sing.
The ooh's the aah's the riffs, everything.
Lalala it's so crazy
Lalala that you're here with me
And I hope that this story of ours ends happily.

Here, it's my cellular phone number
'cause this girl's hoping that you will call her
And we'll go on a date, but we won't stay out late unless

We get into deep conversation
About life and stuff like past relations
And then hours will pass and we'll work on making things last

Lalala you make me sing.
Lalala you make me sing.
The ooh's the aah's the riffs, everything.
Lalala it's so crazy
Lalala that you're here with me
And I hope that this story of ours ends happily.

I don't know why we met so late
I don't know if we met too soon
I don't know, but I know that you are here.

I don't know if we're meant to be.
I don't know, we'll just have to see.
I don't know, but I know that you make me sing!

Lalala you make me sing.
Lalala you make me sing.
The ooh's the aah's the riffs, everything.
Lalala it's so crazy
Lalala that you're here with me
And I hope that this story of ours ends happily.
Do you hope that this story of ours ends happily?
Then would you please join and sing this song with me?






Each year is getting harder and harder to put through.
2008 wasn't as great as 2007, so 2009 shouldn't be as great as 2008 i suppose. =/

As for New Year Resolutions, i figured it's pointless to come up with 10 things that you know deep down that you wouldn't commit to exept for the next 2 weeks or less. So for this year, NO RESOLUTIONS. Less likely to feel like a total loser with no self-discipline.

Well the only thing im looking forward to this year is the CHINESE NEW YEAR. $$$$$$$$$$$$. :D

I'm glad 2008 is over however, im dreading 2009. Im one confused teenager lol. Oh wait. As from 2009, im no longer a teen. SighhzZzz. Another reason to dread the new year. =/

















POLY MATES
All it took was ONE GLASS of Sex On The Beach to turn me lobster red and bf fuming red too :P
(Dont worry baby. First and the last time. PROMISE! :D)

P/S More bday photos will be uploaded sooooon. Including prawning photos with the cousinssss :D

I've been reeaaaaaally lazy, so i'll just put this PERSONALITY TEST thing up to keep you guys occupied for awhile.

Photos of my birthday celebrations will be uploaded sooooon i promise heh. :D

P.S/ No looking at the answers before you finish the whole test!


Get your paper and pen ready.
Here goes...............



1. When do you feel your best?
a) in the morning
b) during the afternoon and early evening
c) late at night

2. You usually walk...
a) fairly fast, with long steps
b) fairly fast, with little steps
c) less fast head up, looking the world in the face
d) less fast, head down
e) very slowly

3. When talking to people you. . .
a) stand with your arms folded
b) have your hands clasped
c) have one or both your hands on your hips
d) touch or push the person to whom you are talking
e) play with your ear, touch your chin, or smooth your hair

4. When relaxing, you sit with. . .
a) your knees bent with your legs neatly side by side
b) your legs crossed
c) you r legs stretched out or straight
d) one leg curled under you

5. When something really amuses you, you react with...
a) big appreciated laugh
b) a laugh, but not a loud one
c) a quiet chuckle
d) a sheepish smile

6. When you go to a party or social gathering you...
a) make a loud entrance so everyone notices you
b) make a quiet entrance, looking around for someone you know
c) make the quietest entrance, trying to stay unnoticed


7. You're working very hard, concentrating hard, and you're interrupted...
a) welcome the break
b) feel extremely irritated
c) vary between these two extremes

8. Which of the following colors do you like most?
a) Red or orange
b) black
c) yellow or light blue
d) green
e) dark blue or purple
f) white
g) brown or gray

9. When you are in bed at night, in those last few moments before going to sleep you are...
a) stretched out on your back
b) stretched out face down on your stomach
c) on your side, slightly curled
d) with your head on one arm
e) with your head under the covers

10. You often dream that you are...
a) falling
b) fighting or struggling
c) searching for something or somebody
d) flying or floating
e) you usually have dreamless sleep
f) your dreams are always pleasant



POINTS:
1. (a) 2 (b) 4 (c) 6
2. (a) 6 (b) 4 (c) 7 (d) 2 (e) 1
3. (a) 4 (b) 2 (c) 5 (d) 7 (e) 6
4. (a) 4 (b) 6 (c) 2 (d) 1
5. (a) 6 (b) 4 (c) 3 (d) 5 (e) 2
6. (a) 6 (b) 4 (c) 2
7. (a) 6 (b) 2 (c) 4
8. (a) 6 (b) 7 (c) 5 (d) 4 (e) 3 (f) 2 (g) 1
9. (a) 7 (b) 6 (c) 4 (d) 2 (e) 1
10. (a) 4 (b) 2 (c) 3 (d) 5 (e) 6 (f) 1

Now add up the total number of points.


OVER 60 POINTS : Others see you as someone they should 'handle with care.' You're seen as vain, self-centered, and who is extremely dominant. Others may admire you, wishing they could be more like you, but don't always trust you, hesitating to become too deeply involved with you.

51 TO 60 POINTS : Others see you as an exciting, highly volatile, rather impulsive personality; a natural leader, who's quick to make decisions, though not always the right ones. They see you as bold and adventuresome, someone who will try anything once; someone who takes chances and enjoys an adventure. They enjoy being in your company because of the excitement you radiate.

41 TO 50 POINTS : Others see you as fresh, lively, charming, amusing, practical, and always interesting; someone who's constantly in the center of attention, but sufficiently well balanced not to let it go to their head. They also see you as kind, considerate, and understanding; someone who'll always cheer them up and help them out.

31 TO 40 POINTS : Others see you as sensible, cautious, careful & practical. They see you as clever, gifted, or talented, but modest. Not a person who makes friends too quickly or easily, but someone who's extremely loyal to friends you do make and who expect the same loyalty in return. Those who really get to know you realize it takes a lot to shake your trust in your friends, but equally that it takes you a long time to get over if that trust is ever broken.

21 TO 30 POINTS: Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy. They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder. It would really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment, expecting you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then, usually decide against it. They think this reaction is caused partly by your careful nature.

UNDER 21 POINTS : People think you are shy, nervous, and indecisive, someone who needs looking after, who always wants someone else to make the decisions & who doesn't want to get involved with anyone or anything! They see you as a worrier who always sees problems that don't exist. Some people think you' re boring. Only those who know you well know that you aren't.



I'm a 43!! :D






















HAHAHAHA.






THIS IS FUNNIER! ZOMGGGG.








Ok ignore the last post.








I've never felt so lonely.
All these years the only person i really had by my side was him.
And now i've come to realise that he's not always gona be there for me in pronto and i have nobody else.
Moments like this..
Moments when he's gone.
Moments when we have a big fight.

Moments when i need a reliable shoulder, a comforting hand and a keen ear with reasonable advice. A true friend.
Some one who's willing to catch me.

Truly, im pathetic.
So who wants to be my best friend? Or is it too late for best friends.. I wonder..






These days aren't easy anymore.







If only time could pause and remain like this in a snap shot,
Or fast foward-able to the future.

Well every Sturday is a happy day cos you make me happy. :)






TAIWAN PHOTO UPDATE
(With caption)


















Hello you regular readers..

I'm backkkkk andd,
Taiwan is disappointing :(
NO cheap clothes,
NO cheap NICE shoes,
NO nice sceneries
Not alot of nice food,
Not alot of things to do,

Basically,
NOT FUN AT ALLLLL :(

Maybe my expectations were a tad too high.
Or maybe its the company.
Or or i'm probably too bothered with school that i couldnt loosen up and really enjoy the beauty of Taiwan. Cant even get away from it in my dreams.

Sighhhh well its over..
And im not even excited in uploading the pictures.
Oh wells, it will still be uploaded soon. =/






PEOPLE PEOPLE! LOOK AT MY TIMETABLEEEEEE :D:D:D

MONDAY: 9-2pm
TUESDAY: NO FREAKING SCHOOOOOOOL
WEDNESDAY: 10-4pm
THURSDAY: Project day a.k.a OWN TIME OWN TARGET a.k.a NO SCHOOL :D
FRIDAY: 8-3pm


SHIOK AHHHH~~
:D









4 DAYS MORE AND IM OFF TO TAIWANNNN!!
:D:D:D

Ok laa actually not really excited, cos:

1. Bf's gona miss me
2. So not gona be used to not having him on the line everynight
3. Still got a whole loada stuff to catch up for FYP
4. So many things going through my head, kudos to FYP again.
5. Eddie ong's so gona flip when he finds out im gona be away for 2 weeks
6. Only have 1 week left to chiong FYP before the new term starts and we still have no results yet Zzz.

I've been dreaming of this holiday for like ages but now that its nearing, i dont feel the adrenaline eh.
Sighh. Due to stres i guess.
Oh wells.

P/S: Anyways, sorry SIEW SHU HUI for not being able to attend your party @ St James today. =/ Meet up soon aite! Will make up for my absence :D

P/P/S: LINETTE! FRIENDS FOREVA YO! Hahah. LETS GO SHOPPING AGAIN SOOOOOOON!








HAPPY 16TH!

44th month and counting..
Sighh but you're not here.........

The last weekend just went by in a blink of an eye and we didnt really get to savour the sweetness of it..

Absence really makes the heart grow fonder.
and I really really miss youuu even though i just saw you like 2 days ago..
Oh wells,
At least we're sharing the same moon tonight! :)

Sighh feeling so lovesick right now..
Choi! But i secretly hoped you'd break a finger or something so you dont need to be away for so long. Heh.

Anyways, i love youuuuuu. <3














To those who thought i'd fail my first driving test, this is for you.

I PASS MY TP ON FIRST ATTEMPT OK.
:D:D:D:D

Linette!! You better pass your next one ok?! Then can drive us to and fro from town with your grandpa's car! :D






I NEED TO SCREAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM.
RAHHH.

I'm done being nice,
I'm done always being the one who gets the shit while im the one who puts in the most effort.
Wtf seriously. Dont take me for granted.






After much procrastination, i've finally land myself on a job.
My first F&B job, and currently on my second day proudly as a service crew of TCC!


I've never cleaned a table, never cleared anyone's leftovers, never held a tray full of used cutlery and have never waited upon anyone at all. Today, i've done them all in 5hrs.

Coming from a very very sheltered and fortunate family, these things all seem very foreign and unnecessary to me so downgrading from someone who's always been spoon-fed to my current state now is pretty..... pathetic.

BUT!, i really enjoy my job scope.
I'm sick and tired of people calling me a "DA XIAO JIE". Now i can openly boast that i've cleaned a table before, get my hands dirty from all the cleaning and i'm like everyone else who put in all their energy and sweat just for the mere few wages to survive.

Yes. I have to earn my own pocket money this holidays.

• Partly to save up so i can spend more on my Taiwan trip with mummy in case she doesnt wana provide me with all the things that i fancy there.
• Make my holidays more worthwhile and not waste them and get fat waist down sitting at home.
• Also be able to share the money burden with bf. (He's been complaining ): )
• Learn to be independent and get the feel of earning money and the pinch of spending that hard earn money.

So proud of myself. HEEH:DDD
And thank you baby for being so understanding. <3






*WARNING PICTURES GALORE :D














"Nothing is impossile, if your heart is willing"
-BIOCHEM-INAC-BIOSTATS-BIOCHEM-INAC-BIOSTATS-BIOCHEM-INAC-BIOSTATS-









The love story of Ralph and Edna.

Ralph and Edna were both patients in a mental hospital. One day while they were walking past the hospital swimming pool. Ralph suddenly jumped into the deep end. He sank to the bottom of the pool and stayed there. Edna promptly jumped in to save him. She swam to the bottom and pulled him out.

When the Head Nurse Director became aware of Edna's heroic act she immediately ordered her to be discharged from the hospital, as she now considered her to be mentally stable. When she went to tell Edna the news she said, 'Edna, I have good news and bad news. The good news is you're being discharged, since you were able to rationally respond to a crisis by jumping in and saving the life of the person you love. I have concluded that your act displays sound minde-dness. The bad news is, Ralph hung himself in the bathroom with his bathrobe belt right after you saved him.. I am so sorry, but he's dead.'

Edna replied, 'He didn't hang himself, I put him there to dry. How soon can I go home?'


Ok, this is just disturbing. :S








Aiyoh so cuteeee laaaaaa...
Hot like psssssssssssssssttt.
Hahaha. XD

Love loveeee!






Dont you just love weekends..
:D:D:D

We had movie marathon @ Vivocity
Caught Money Not Enough 2 & MUMMY.
Though sat at the 2nd row seats from the front, but still :D
Cuddle cuddle like new couple. Ahahah.

The two movies quite nice go watch go watch.
But only if you watch it with the right company heh.

Sigh and the weekends just passed like that and he has to go back in again. :(
Why the weekdays seem so long. Zzz.
Exams in like 2 weeks. Shhiiaaat.

Faster over faster over faster over!!!

Wouldn't it be great if we could fast forward time.
Sighhhh.






Here we are again;
Circles never end.



















10 Things I hate when you're gone

1. Hate guessing
2. Hate being a worry wart
3. Hate having to rely on you so much
4. Hate being so hard to please
5. Hate missing you so badly
6. Hate wanting you here this instant
7. Hate wanting you here 24/7
8. Hate feeling so vulnerable
9. Hate thinking too much
10. Hate being so stuck on you
    
    

Oh well I feel better now.

Gahhh~











YEAY my baby's back.
Though only for a day and a half, still~ HAPPY!
Baked brownie for him as a welcome home surprise. Courtesy of Sam. (Thanks babe!)
Nope he wasnt at all surprised. I think. :(
Oh and he so sexy now laaaaaa. *drooooolss* Muscle GAOOO can.
*faints*

Haiya! Cannot por him too much. His head will big. :D
Baby, i miss you alr. :(
--------------------------------------------------------------








Went durian picking at dad's friend's friend's durian plantation in Malaysia.
Woke up freaking 4am in the morning.
Total harvest 69 durians, a bag full of rambutans and 2 bags full of mangosteens.
ALL HAND PICKED.

Whole extended family came by and shared the joy.
Cousin brought her boyfriend of 1 year along.
Wonder when i can bring mine of coming 4yrs along hmmmmmmm.
My dad was super nice to him laa. No in fact, EVERYONE was nice to him. Kept stuffing him with durians.
Sigh, dont you just love family gatherings. Literally LMAO the whole night.
We cleared 50 durians, 1/4 of rambutans and ALL the mangosteens.
Heaty. Tsk tsk.

Kays tmr driving @ 8am. Zzzz.
Gona be a long time till my next post then. :D













My baby's going in tmr and i miss him alrrrrrrrrrr.
Zzz.
Though we dont really see each other everyday and we've been parted for bout 8months before, 2 weeks seems like 2 gazillion years now. :(

Please come back safely and fastttttt......
Sigh that poor boy. :(






FYP has yet again led us to another level of head-aching, perplexing predicament.
And with Eddie Ong on our backs, im currently in a quandary how to keep up with the work loads and demands of being able to produce results and reports on our progress with deadlines almost impossible to meet, and i seem to be the one at the frontline bearing blows after blows.

Stressed, yes. But no one seem to understand and have any empathy on people like us, brushing our complaints and constant cries as a matter-of-fact thing like we should be grateful and what not.

I hate responsibilities.
This may, or is the first time i've ever been independent, doing things on my own, managing and planning everything. I hate every single bit of it. I'm just so not used to fending for myself and making it out there on my own. Too pampered some might say. Without a doubt, yes i must strongly agree. Guess its high time i learnt the harsh reality of life that in due of time, i have to bear more of this "responssiblities" independently, considering that im growing out of my teens and gona graduate soon and supposedly earning my own bread in time to come.

Hopefully soon, i'll find a way to break out of my parents overprotecting shelter and start to mature and grow up abit. That's what cw has constantly bugged me to. Right now what's lacking is the determination and discipline to do my duty as a student and complete and graduate from my course with reasonable grades.

Sigh, that's one big hurdle.
God bless me. =/






Too lazy to blog cos there's just too much to blog about and too little time.
Anyways, just gona update on how i spend the last day of my holiday.
Yeap school's on again and i'm back to the zZzz mood.

The next coming holiday mummy and i are gona go to Taiwan!! :DDD
Honey, i just got the news. I'll fill you in later when you get back kay? *muaahss

Oh ya if you noticed, my long "beautiful" hair is gone. And just a few days ago while entering the cinema to catch Wanted, the Angelina Jolie film with bf, i was stopped and asked to verify my age. -.- The show is NC16 btw. Oh Lord.




















Lyrics Soulmate [LyricsYouLove]

Beautiful song,
Beautiful voice,
Beautiful lyrics.

There's this weird feeling how it touches my heart in every way.
i so want you to be the one. soulmate. you.







I got a new baby now!!


My supposedly 42nd anniversary present brought forward to the 41st month from my dearest beloved sweetie pieeee.

iloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyou
iloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyou
iloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyou
iloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyou
iloveyouuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!

There's 42 iloveyous there and i typed them all by myself hor.
Thank you babyyy. Heeeeeeeeeee
Hmmmuuaaaaahhhs!






Had the words I'M PISSED SO F*** OFF written all over my face the whole day.
Got up on the wrong side of the bed,
Bad night,
Bad day,
Bad crowd,
Fed up with some people,
At least the food was good.

My apologies to those innocent flyer boys and girls and kenneth, not targeted at you. Peace.
Tmr will be a better day. (:






Saw the same 6 baby cockroaches from the previous night again but this time i killed them.
Im feeling alil sadistic now.

Cockroaches are the most useless, redundant, irritating living things in the world. They're neither food to any species, nor predators to others so what the hell are they doing here?!

Ouh. A tool from God to test our benevolence and patience. Ahh i see the light now. Whatever.

And because of that, i think being called a cockroach would be the greatest insult rather than being called a pig.
Hmmm....








Just lost 300+ calories and weighing at approx 50.09kg after a gruesome tiring session at the gym, im gorging in 3 packets of the above. NICE ONE CHERYL.

Wah but its damn shiok.
Shiok-ingly SEDAAPPPP~~!!

Ok im gona open another packet. HEH













Just to keep me looking forward to and pumped up for this coming thursday,
here's a list of shows im so gona chiong!

Definitely will not finish all but at least clear the first 2? Heh

1. The L Word
2. One Tree Hill
3. Gossip Girl
4. Nip Tuck
5. House
6. Desperate Housewives
7. Grey's Anatomy
8. KYLE Xy

All courtesy of http://www.watchshowsonline.tv/
;DDD








Ok i need some de-stressing so here goes.

Was it last week? Hmm cant remem but anyway, recently my family and i went to sit the Singapore Flyer.
TOTALLY NOT WORTH IT.
Why?

1. Ride takes 30 freaking minutes
2. 5min out of the 30 for taking photographs of like the still constructing IR?
3. 15min chit-chatting among ourselves
4. And the last 10min getting impatient and wondering when isit gona stop

I suggest you spend the $30 on the fish spa which is located in the ferri's building which is more worth it i guess. But its $20++ for 30min? Lol but hey, its an experience. So ticklish :D And by the end of it, you're rewarded with fairly clean, dead skin free feet. I think that's quite a good bargain right there. Heh.

Day ended with a pedicure session and some light shopping therapy. Ahh~....
Ok now back to studying. ):








Yupp that's ma' boy!
Aww so handsome laaa. Ahaha.
Congrats on being a legal official alumni. :D
<3








:DDDD
iloveyou.








Awww..
CAnt wait for tmr! :D















A video dedication to you honey.
All i wanted to say to you is in there and bet you're smilling like an idiot too!
Heh.

Happy 16 baby.
3yrs 5mnths of bliss, and 1216 of i love yous.
:D








What a mom says in 24 hours, condensed into 2 minutes and 55 seconds.
So true....













"Are you racist?!"
"DUDE! I'm black!"
"Yeah man he's black! He's not racist."
"DUDE! YOU'RE BARELY EVEN BROWN!"

Ahahahahaha.
Caught Harold & Kumar with Chin Wei 2 days ago.
Well i thought it was quite funny. "TERRORIST!!"
Ahahaha.
Its always laughters whenever he's around.

LOVES! <3

Next up, Over Her Dead Body :D

Ok the movie today with boyfriend plus the last episode really made my day a whole lot better.
I'm like starting to regret what i said bout me enjoying being busy.
There's like so little time but so much to do.
And after a hard day's work,
all i need is a comforting shoulder and someone who understands.
:/

And that someone is no other than, YOU<3.

Someone said this; i dont know who and when,
" Love is like a kite. You're tied down but at least you're happy."

Which is true aint it.

Anyway, im starting to get the whole study vibe thing going on now. Heh.
Somehow i just love being busy. The adrenaline.
Wierd, but i like! (:

Kinda makes me feel smart. Ahaha.













Today, a ignorant cute lil boy asked me a very "super-not-cute" question.

"Excuse me, are you a jie jie or aunty?"
ZzzZzzzzZzzzz.
Another load on my back other than being fat.
Sighh....






So now i know how it feels like.
Didnt think you'd be like that.
and i thought you were perfect.
Well now i know we're all humans afterall.
And being human, forgetting is not gona be easy.

But i'll forgive cos my love is still a burning red.






I guess the resaon why girls love serial dramas, mainly taiwan and korean ones is because, we all wana be cinderella.














This is gona to be a rant post.

So here goes..

1. Our cells are all dead and in the sink
2. DMEM, have to re-do
3. FYP have to start from scratch again
4. Suppose to go prawning today but plan failed
5. Went home and stoned in front of the tv while everyone is out
6. Super depressed now
7. My back is bending to an arc now due to too much tv
8. School's starting in 2weeks
9. I'm gona start school at 8am every morning ( i cant even wake up at 11 =.= )
10. Eyebags.. eyebags..
10. SianZzzzzZz-ed

Sighh...


And JOTD (Joke Of The Day):

80% of women are against marriage now,
WHY?
.
.
.
Because women realize it's not worth buying an entire pig just to get a little sausage.


AHAHAHAHA.
i can sleep better now. :)






HAHAHAH.
Omggg....
Im like watching it x10 over and it still cracks me up. Ahaha.

So it was Easter Sunday.
So long since we had a proper family outing. We had fun and sunrise was breathtaking..
Mummy didnt really like the big outdoors but she slowly enjoyed herself when "forced" to cycle.
But before that she was like "tsk. should have brought my dvd player."
Lol.

And daddy bought us a trampoline!! :DDD
Another addition to my exercise routine.
Ser-weeeet!
Chopsticks in no time.










Highlight for today:

1. Catched Step Up 2 the streets @ Vivi City.
It was oukayyy laa. Not as good as the first one but not bad still. Girl not exactly hot except for the boobsand the dancing and the guy, CHASE (it's pronounced this way ok.), damn hot cannnn. Bf got all jealous and all. Ahaha. So cute. (im refering to both :D)

2. Drama mama
The usual stuff, shall not elaborate. But all's well after a hug and a few kisses and though apologies werent expressed, having a forgiving heart and da big L (looooove), we forgive and forget. :D

(pur-reese dunch do tat againZzzzzZz. my hartXx... so tiiiighttt....)
Haha. You know ah you.

3. Chillin' @ Gloria Jeans
First time stepping into that place. Ordered a chocolate mint drink. Tasted like my mum's herbal tea but he likes it and a plate of beefy pie. Damn full and we sat there for verrrrrry long.

4. Makan @ China Town
Ok so was feeling veryyyy full alr after all the diet coke, popcorn, choco mint and beef pie. But cos we have no where else to go and Singapore is so freakin' boring and seriously lacks entertainment. So we went to do what boring Singapore is famous for. FOOOOOD. Had, according to him, the famous "you ji mian" in China town and it tasted oukayyy lorrrr. Maybe cos was alr full so flavour not as strong. /shrugs. And later on had tang yuan for dessert. So sweet. Got quite a few orh-cee (blue-black) on the head too. :(

5. MRTTTT
Th trip back home was all laughter and all. And, he really made and saved my/the day. :)))

Lurb chiuXx mani maniiii
<3






Ok so we finally went to the legendary City Plaza on sat. Was kinda disappointed cos there's no legendary hidden treasure whatsoever as told. Except for the little basket handbag i fell in love with which costs $99. It was really love at first sight. :( Too bad.. Prices there are like damn expensive. Bugis offers a cheaper price for the same thing and the stuff there are seriously chee-na. /shakes head.

Anyway, i got my hair done. Finally. I've been longing for long volumized hair for a loooong time and finally i've got it but, not really as satisfied as i thought i'd be. I miss my short hair now.
:(((

And i dont really think my character goes very well with my long hair cos im all princess-y and elegant now. Im more of the bubbly, chor-lor type and long hair really... tsk tsk tsk. Omgg. 3mnths like damn long laaa. Ahaha. Oh well, for a change. /shrugs.








But i cant spell it out for you
No, its never gonna be that simple.

If you'd just realize.






Today's been pretty uneventful besides the 2 full hours of fat-burnining and the short 10 min of learning how to prepare the DMEM medium.
Had lunch alone. Again.
So poor thing.
:(

Anyway, tmr im gona go for my first practical driving lesson!
So excited and nervous at the same time.
I have to get used to sitting beside a slightly over middle aged man, be prepared to be hollered at and learn how to operate the car.

Ahah. Cant wait!
Hope there's no cheeko pek though.
:D






Shopping today was :D:D:D:D:D
And though the movie plan didnt work out, we still managed to have fun.
And and, i got toned calves and an elongated neck in return.
Cos went to check out WUZUN!
He's ZOMGLY hot laa..........

WAHHH~~~
*melting melting
(boyfriend, dont worry i love you more. and you're hot too k. heh)

Total expenditure:
Shopping = 2 bags + 1 top + 1 belt
= $99.80
Food = 11 shark's fin + 11 abalone
= $1869.80 (ZOMG)
Saw WUZUN 10 meters away = PRICELESS.

NEXT WEEK, CITY PLAZAAAAA. YEAYY!

Ok so someone sent me an email article on how to prevent cancer.
And i thought to myself, "AH. What perfect timing. Just what i needed."
But as i read on......

It says:
















I've bared it all and im wearing my heart on my sleeves.
If this still doesnt turn the tables,
I seriously would desperately need a miracle or 2.

I just wana feel wanted, appreciated and be someone to be proud of.

It's all or nothing baby.
All, or nothing.


i need happy food and good company.
any takers?






There's so many places i wana go and things i want and have pledged to do.
But its all not gona happen.
Didnt think i'd be that caught up with FYP.
4 reports due next week. Average of 1000 words each.
@#$%^&*()&^%#

I wana do my hair, go to the beach, sit on the Singapore Flyer, have supper, SHOPPING, get a pedi, go to Timbre again, visit the zoo, have fun at wild wild wet, try the 360degrees sling-ed wakeboarding etcccccc.

This whole holiday's gona all be about colorectal cell lines, DMEM, medium, Eddie ong, Sam and Jian wei. :(

SIAN AHHH.

But rumor has it that we ALL PASSED IMMUNO!!! :DDD
1 down, 1 more to go. oh please let me passssss.....






Or should i just keep chasing pavements?

Anyway, nice catching up with you girls. (:






Yeay its gona be one full pack weekend.
After that its gona be one heck of a year of FYP and attachments.
Cant wait to get started.
But then again, its a bitter-sweet feeling.
Ohwell,
I just pray that Sam and i will try our best and work hard for our last year, for the one and only time.

And pray that its gona be sunshine over the rain.
Have a happy weekend ya'll.
((:






Everyone has been, and is going to Bangkok.
And that makes me really jealous.

Girls, lets do some girl stuff soooon.

And and, WHO WANTS TO WATCH MOVIE WITH MOIZzzZzZz........
Anyone?
Sigh.

Its just so depressing. The whole clique is having their attachment leaving me and Sam. But she's too attached to her bf so, im all alone.

Boyfrienddddddddd. WRUUUUUU........
:(

Cat, Sweeyin, Chinkoon, Singhua- i miss you.






Ok so its LIBERATION!
But i dont feel as at ease as i should or thought i'd be.
Biochem's the usual spoilsport.

And what's worse is i just found out WE, HAVE ONLY 3 DAYS OF HOLIDAYS and we have to get back to school on TUESDAY, 26th Feb and today's alr day 2.

Exclusively for LSCT students ONLY.

zZzz.

Liberation Day 1.5

Liberation Day 2 and 3 TBA.

3 more days and HELLO LIBERATION!



You see, the thing about resolution is, they never happen.
Its jinxed.
So in that case, i'll call it "MY LONG TERM GOALS".



THEREFORE,

Right after my finals, im going to:

1. Pick up wakeboarding somewhere somehow


2. Get a tan


3. Start my Chopstick-to-be plan all over again


4. Carry on with "Strictly Fruits ONLY" diet


5. E-X-E-R-C-I-S-E


6. Find a hiding place for my ang bao money so i cant find it and thus, WONT SPEND IT.


7. Sleepovers and catch up on over-dued gossips


8. Meet up with old friends
9. Get my driver's licence ASAP.
   
10. More time with boyfriend perhaps?

Ok and the list goes on.

Yeay cant wait. :D

Omg i have a hot brother.
Cat, forget bout Michael Wong la.
Here's Kenneth Lee. -order while stocks last.
HAHAH.

Ok. Back to Immuno and Mobio.
zZzzzz.






Took a trip back to your past,
And to our future,
It hurts so much to think what if,
Today's gona only be another memory,
A facade,
A story only to be told to with broken hearts and more 'what if's,

Prolly with another in your arms.

What 'bout time.
Will i still have the strength to keep running after you till for better or worse.
Will you still love me for me.

So many uncertainties,
3years+1mnth and counting.

But one thing's for sure,
I'll never be the one who calls the shot.
'Cos what will i do if there's one day without you.

I trust you baby.
I really do.
But you know the thing bout us girls/ladies.
Never-ending thoughts.
:/

♥

And to the hearts all over the world tonight,
happy valentines' day.


♥,
i love you baby.

















hello eyebags says:
waaaahh. why you so motivated
zzz.

falala says:
cuz he came to see me today!

falala says:
so happy

hello eyebags says:
you see him everyday what =.=

falala says:
noooooooo

falala says:
i didnt see him for 3 days alr!!!!!!!

falala says:
was dying. then today he came OUTSIDE MY WINDOW!!
hahhahh.

hello eyebags says:
eh i havnt seen mine for like 1week alr kay.

falala says:
aiya. i was so shocked laa.


Show off. :(






FCUK BIOCHEM,
FCUK BIF.

Sorry im usually not that crude.















Visits after visits to the doctors, money kah-chinged into their pockets and i still dont know what's wrong with me. And more problems seem to be surfacing.

There's no one to tell, friends can only do so much and boyfriend's too busy.
Anyway, i just dont wana bother anyone of them. I dont think its nice.

Sometimes i'd think, why me. The hospital always seem to be a very familiar place.

And with the exams catching up, my year 2 coming to an end, and im going to turn 20 next year, I feel like i havent done anything productive and meaningful.

There's just so much to do, but too little time.

A big thank you to all who helped and supported.

Esp. Xiao Hei, Caryn, Sam, Linette and not forgetting Chrispin and her dad.

And to those who didnt and siam-ed us, you missed out on our delicious paus. AND, WE NOW KNOW WHERE OUR FRIENDSHIP STAND.

Hahaha. Just kidding. We understand. NOT.

HEH.

((((:

First of all, i would like to start the post off by saying..













Was clearing my mailbox where i stumbled upon an email article sent to me by someone. It was titled "Fried food... MUST READ!" And thinking that it was some health awareness for fried food, i opened it and that second i saw the content of the mail, i was cross-eyed. The whole long chunk of words and paragraphs were in chinese. Not the simpe chinese we learn in school ok ["jian ti zi" that's what they call it]. No, it was in the NON-simplified chinese which is the "fan ti zi". So being curious at how bad/good my chinese really is, i attempted to read the whole damn thing and it took me like 15min just reading like a 2 out of 6 paragraphs. And i skipped many words btw. I had to re-read some of the sentences to at least get the words processed into my head before i actually agar-agar understood what it meant. Lol. I'm quite proud to say that my chinese aint that bad after all. Heh

Anyway, after taking such a loooong time to finish reading and understanding it, the whole email is about hawkers who uses PLASTIC BOTTLES and PLASTIC BAGS as one of their ingredients to FRY their goreng pisangs, curry puffs, keropok, deep-fried chicken wings etc. It is said to be their secret recipe and the melted plastic contents helps keep the fried stuff stay crispy after a long time and add that extra crunch. Ewww.

So now you know what goes into that famous crispy chicken wings or friend yummy crunchy unhealthy stuff that you adore and wonder why it still looks and feels so crunchy after a long while. Its not happening in China if you're wondering where it came from btw. Its right here in Singapore where you think food is always safe with that "A/B" health standard sign hung just right infront of their stall. Not sure where and which hawker centre but yes, it exists. Now chew on this health bite.

I'm defintely not buying and eating fried food from hawker centres except from home anymore. What's wrong with some people nowadays man. Tsk tsk.






Its just so depressing having to hear the alarm ring everyday at 6am and drag my lazy heavy feet to school knowing it'll be another uneventful day. And the thought of how helpless and useless i am in the sense of both studies and relationships (friends & family etc.) just makes sigh and pout 100x over.

Anyway, New Year countdown photos. Pity i wasnt there for the countdown and fireworks. Hmm.. =/















Found things that irritates me.

1. People whistling

2. People who has the brains but doesnt use it (i'm not referring to myself ok.)

3. My new $3 slipper from australia that keeps making me trip over myself

4. People who picks on others who are generally weaker in character and thinks their way above others

5. People who only put themselves infront of others' feelings

6. Straightforward people (SOME)

7. People who doesnt take a look at themselves in the mirror. So unglam please.

Ok. Im not in a very good mood sorry.

Thinking that there'd be fireworks to welcome the new year, i waited and as the clock strikes 12, i found myself buried inbetween my knees. With aching feet, i walked back home with hearts bruised.

This new year hasnt been really nice to me.














I need some fresh air.













Red Camp was pffft. Boring. If not for the $5/hr, i'd be off wasting my time on something else. Seriously. cant click with anyone there except for afew and i kinda like missed the hightlight of the whole camp, Hopnight- Zouk edition. Well, partly cos i wasnt in the mood for partying and all. The idea of him mugging his ass for his project and me, partying away just doesnt seem right. Hope he aprreciates my doing..

And, sorry guys for being a spoil-sport and not partying with you guys at hopnight and the karaoke session after that. )): I really wana join you guys but, hope you understand.. I'll be there the next time i promise.

Exams are about 2 weeks away and i've no freakin' idea what's going on. I dont even know the name of some of my modules. I'm so, so screwed. I seriously need some wake up call. Oh, and guess what, my dad asked if i'd want to change course and i quickly said "I dont mind!" without any hesitation. I'd be good doing anything else but Biotechnology. Period.

For those who're gona decide on where to go or what course to take in poly after your O's, i'd strongly advise you to think over each choices carefully. Read the fine prints and dont be a nut head like me and choose a course depending on how nice and glamorous it looks or sound. Be wise. Please.

I know it's not the first time i've said this but, I HATE SCHOOL. The only good it has is that, i have good to the grave buddies who keeps me going. You know who you are and you're greatly appreciated. ((:













Things are gettin' alil dry around here..






Im feeling so down and depressed right now.. Like who fails their BASIC theory EVALUATION you tell me. Its not even the actual test. So dumb laaaaaaaa. Like im useless or something. My next retest would be like the end of this december. GREAT.

Dang.

Cant seem to do anything right. Im like good at probably almost nothing. Dont know what im here for taking up unnesessary space and contributing to the pollution and depletion of oxygen in the air.

Cheryl, you should just jump down from your balcony and die. No. Maybe i should try my roof. My fats would save me.







































Next up is the steamboat celebration with the G&G (without Nicole): ) and Jean. ((: The fondue after the steamboat was damn good. Omg FAT!








And the actual day is boyfriend day! :DDDDD
Oh and thank you Caryn for the HAPPY BIRTHDAY AND GET FAT present. Hahaha. Damn cute laa.




Thank you baby..
And all who made effort to make my day so special.
:DDDD






My com has finally revived. I swear i'll treat it with lotsa tender loving care and not hit it or throw it whenever its throwing its tantrums. After i almost lost my beloved, i realised how important it was an how i'd die if i were to live without it. It'll be like wordsearch everyday. Lol. Please do not fail me again.

And, wasnt feeling much in the mood today. Skipped jap lessons and joined Dago for dinner. As usual, the few regulars turned up and the rest were and have been m.i.a ever since foc. They surprised Caryn and i with a fully lited birthday cake and sang us bday songs. So sweet laaa. Thanks guys...

Well, sometimes i just wish i'm good enough. No need to keep having to try harder and harder each time to keep up with expectations or just to have a sense of belonging and of importance to anyone.. Maybe that'll be my 18th birthday wish for the year 2007.. (:






And so, the meet up didnt happen afterall. Some last min crop ups on his side.

Well, they say absence makes the heart grow fonder. Let's see how fond our hearts can grow.. And the things that were said, it just wont go away.. Somehow you just made me feel so small.. My eyes are like half its original size now and they werent big originally btw.

Well i guess the next meet up will be a few gazillion years later.
P.S: Eh boyfriend you better make it up ok.....

Oh and, wana put up some photos my mates and i took recetly.. But my sister's com doesnt have the bluetooth function and my memory card is too small to slot into the adapter. Like whatever. Damn Hp.

Final note, School suck.
Period.






It's been too long since i last blogged. Reason being, my damn laptop just died on me recently. I've completely lost all forms of entertainment damn it. I'm so not fated with electronics. Dang.

Anyways, havent been much of myself lately. Ever had this feeling of smiling on the outside but on the inside you feel like shit but have no freakin' idea why? Urghh. Seriously what's wrong with me man. I cant get to sleep and im getting a lil' too emotional and grouchy at times. Maybe it's the excessive jap dramas i've been binging on lately. Like how sweet the leading couples are and how not anywhere similar my own love story is. Not that we're not sweet SWEET, but as in, we hardly have time for each other due to our damn timetables and plus we're somehow not very cool recently. The only source of communication we're survivng on is merely sms-es, hardly on msn and rarely on the phone which only last less that 10min. Ahah. Ohwell, will be seeing him tomorrow tho. Heh.

Adding on, i had a sudden outbreak of rash everywhere esp. the FACE after the Noices.Voices.Choices2007 performance last Friday. I think its Gurion's oversized hamsters. Gosh i look disgusting. Like some old woman going through menopause. Raahh. PLUS, havent seen boyfriend for like a thousand years. Heh, better actually. Cannot let him see my old, wrinkled and dried up face. LOL. Yes, that's how bad it is. Damn laaaaa.

And oh gosh. Dont get me started on school. 2weeks into the semester and i cant wait for it to end. Biochem nearly rid my head of all my pathethic amount of hair and Bioinfo almost made me commit suicide. I totally miss year one man. And how the hell did i manage to fail OrganicChem la. Now that i'm a cross-streamer, it doesnt make my poly life any easier, having to be seperated from my friends to join some wu-lu and weird people from the other semesters.

Raaaahh. I so hate the year 2007.
And i miss boyfriend damn badly. Heh.






YESSS! The hols are finally over. Its a bittter-sweet feeling actually.. I dreaded the excess time i had during the hols since i gave up on working at California Fitness after 11 days and couldn't wait for school to start. Now that the hols are over, i kinda miss the free time and the late nights and all. Now its back to studying, mugging, studying, failing............

Waaaaaaahhh. Plus cant get to see my baby like *snap. Dang, i hate school. First lecture of BioInfo almost killed me. Raaaaaah. Can't imagine what the whole sem would be like manZzZzzz. And i need to work tooooo. )):

SIAN LAAAAAAA.






















RAAAAAAAAHHHHHH.

How many stuff am i gona loose mannnnnnnn..........

First, my laptop.
Second, my 8gb ipod nano.
Now my phoneeeeeeeeeeeee.

And mummy say no new phone for me and no late nights anymoreeeeeeeee.
Sighhhhhhhhhhhh.

I really need a job now.

But thank you hon for being there. Nope, im not getting a new phone. I have to pay it myself.
))))))))))))):






St. John Island trip was a total waste of time. And we had to all be in school by freakin' 8.30 in the morning. And all the traveling was only for the short 2hrs of getting to know more bout fishes and more fishes. The usual clique werent there, so it was alot worse.
























I kinda dont like blogging anymore. Cos there's so much i cant say..
















Cheryl, stop being a baby.






Just that slightest touch made all the feelings rush back to my heart like a stampede after isolating them for so long..

The first time in a long long time my heart skipped a beat.
Gosh, that felt soooo good.

I'm happy.
((((((((((:


But now its the stupid freakinnnnnnnn' job. Damn it.






Wakin' up to find another day
The moon got lost again last night
But now the sun has finally had it’s say
I guess I feel alright

But it hurts when I think, when I let it sink in
It’s all over me
I'm lying here, in the dark
I’m watchin' you sleep,
it hurts a lot

And all I know is
You’ve got to give me everything
And nothing less 'cause
You know I’d give you all of me

I’d give you everything that I am
I’m handin over everything that I’ve got
'Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don’t ever wanna have to go and give you up
Stay up 'til four in the morning and the tears are pouring
And I wanna make it worth the fight
But what have we been doing for all this time
Baby if we’re gonna do it come and do it right

All I wanted was to know I'm safe
Don’t wanna lose the love I found
Remember when you said that you would change
Don’t let me down

It’s not fair, how you are
I can’t be complete,
can you give me more?

Oh please, you know what I need
Save all your lovin for me
We can’t escape the love
Give me everything that you






And so, i found a job. Hello everyone, i'm your FITNESS CONSULTANT.

Sounds o'so professional but our job is plainly just to make calls fullstop.
We have to work 10 freaking long hrs per day and 6days per week. But the catch is, we have benefits which includes:
1.) a mouth watering pay of 2K/mnth
2.) free access to the California gym facilities and classes, with towels iincluded.
3.) a hell lot of friendly staff who keeps asking you if you've had your breakfast/lunch/dinner every half an hour, and..
4.) constantly shoving bucket loads of nutella straight up into your mouth.

Life's not so simple there though. Anything good comes with a price, which in my case, is Boredom* and Stress*.

Yes, it may sound quite contradicting but its true. Not gona go into detail.

And one more thing.................................................
I can finally smile from the bottom of my heart once again.
Thank you my dear..
(((:

He's like the jap version of Jing Xiu Yi if you guys have watched Hana Kimi. Goshhhhhhhhhh. HOT HOT HOT!!

I'm can't wait to start our Jap class laaaaaaaa.

Sooooooo motivated. Heh.

=DDDDDDDD

Photos from the past few days.
Gosh i had so much fun.
(((:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHANNON & CARYN!















More photos will be uploaded once Caryn, Denyse and Jean sends me theirs. (((:







Ok I'm damn screwed.
Oh mother, i'm gona see that ***** next sem AGAIN.
Like confirm garuntee chop with the cherry on top
I memorised all the freakin' chim formulas and was damn confident 'bout it laaaaa.
But didnt come out at all.
RAAAAAAAAAHH.

She's really damn @#$%^%# laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.



Anyways, to distress, we went for a run again.
But this time, with my havianas instead of my running shoes.

======.=======

Yeaa i know. But it's pretty comfortable ya'know.
Besides the fact that it was really damn embarassing and stupid. LOL


Anddddddddd, Chinkoon damn cute laaaaaaaaa. He sent me this at 3am in the morning thinking i was still up studying. HAHA. My com was hibernating and i left everything on la deh. Lollllll. Gosh i feel like pinching your cheeks. HEH. Hahaha. 6years still funny as ever. Lollllllllll.










Another unproductive day.
Urrghh.
I swear if i ever get the chance, i'll rip Susan Lee's head off and pull off all her hair,
And her damn irritating mouth.
Maybe stomp on her feet once i'm done with all the commotion.
Damn i hate her.

Fuck i dont wana repeat CCTA..........................

*pardon the small initial.. Please pretend its too small you can't read it.
Just incase i get into trouble.






Went gyming again with the usual people as usual.
Only with an addition of another gym buddy. Caryn.
=DDD

I think im begining to be an influence.
I got everyone addicted.
I'm spreading the love man..
Hahah
=DDD

Caryn and i studied at the library till we were brain dead.
We then started our conversation bout our disgusting and irritating brothers, then it moved on to the pathetic guys in our school, to holidays, to ex-boyfriends and how hurt we were etc.
Gosh, it's been really long since we last talked that long..
Which is good btw..
We let bygones be bygones.

We laughed and joked, joked and laugh and *bam*. 8.20pm. Ooppsss.
Called our parents and headed home.

But instead of heading home, my parents and i went Bukit Timah Market.
Ate Orrh jian, tang yuan dou fu and fish cake.
Raaahh damn sinful.
Feeling so guitly nowww.......

Anyways, my parents kept squabling on the way.
Which is cute and sweet in away..
Well at least for me..
Realised that he's not the only one who can make me smile to myself idiotically or grin from ear to ear from the bottom of my heart.
Whereas little things in life like this, and small chats and gatherings with friends is enough to mend and fill whatever leisions he'd done to my heart.
Of cos the mend is not perfect. But, at least it stopped the bleeding.
I cant be any grateful for what i have now.
And i can never thank my crew enough.

Today's an inspiration.
Thank you Lord. ((:




















All these while..
Gosh i feel so stupid.
All the tears, the sleepless nights, the heartaches.
Should i be happy now that i dont feel a thing?
or is it cos' im used to it.
Heh.

Really man,
I dont think you affect me anymore.
You happy now?

Cheryl, you gotta start studying.













Gosh i L-O-V-E these people;







Ran 6 rounds round the track again today.
NON-STOP OK! Hahah.
Oh gosh so proud of myself.
And i wasnt any wee-bit tired or out of breath like the previous times.
HOHO!

And Sam has officially become my gym buddy.
So fun laa!!
I love you SAMMMMMM!!!!
And Eugene our not so qualified fat burner "instructor".
HEH.

We're planning to go down every alternate weekdays.
We'll soon be HOT chopsticks in no time!
Like totally!!
=DDDDDD






Found out a few things that really made me realise how lucky and fortunate i am. My problems compared to them really made me feel damn guilty that i've been complaining and being bothered by such minute problems.

It also woken me up that life is fragile. Many a times i've been hearing this phrase but it didnt really occur to me that it would be that serious. I've learnt to really treasure my loved ones esp my family. I used to dislike going home and hanging out with them for some reason. But now, its different i guess..

Now, i'm gona be the happy and cheery Cheryl i used to be.
And maybe when you get back, i'll be off to find another way.

I'm greatful for what i have now;
My friends, my family,
What more can i ask for?
(((:






Should i stay;
Or should i just hold my breaths a lil' longer?

And sorry, i lied.
It was you.
You're the only reason.






OMG I'M SO LOVIN' THE GYM!

Lost like 200 calories and 400g.
I'm now a step closer to being NOT aliphatic
HEH

Ran 6 rounds round the school track and hit the gym to do loads of circuits
I SO WANA JOIN THE AEROBICS/YOGA CLUB LAAAAAA.

Soon i'll be as thin as a stick and i'll start mocking you peeps like how you mocked me.
Idiot.

Thank you Sam, Chinkoon, Singhua and Linette for constantly accompanying me to the gym.
Though its only the second time, but stilll a BIG THANK YOU and a BIG WET SALIVARY KISS for you guys.
Really hope we could do this really regularly.
AND SWEEYIN, EXCERCISE IS FUN. Next time better get down on the track ok.
Hahah.






1. MAN: You remind me of the sea.
WOMAN: Because I'm wild, romantic and exciting?
MAN: NO, because you make me sick

2. MARY: John says I'm pretty. Andy says I'm ugly. What do you think, Peter?
PETER: A bit of both. I think you're pretty ugly.

3. Waiter: "Would you like your coffee black?"
Customer: "What other colors do you have?"

4. Teacher: "Now, Sam, tell me frankly do you say prayers before eating?"
Sam: "No sir, I don't have to, my mom is a good cook".


HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.
Quite lame la but quite funny.
At least it helped me cheer up from the disappointment of my MMB test results.

Beacuse lecture was boring, i started doodling on my thigh
We were giggling and laughing throughout the lecture and trying to keep our volume down at the same time.
Damn hilarious...


The black dot on the right and the fish eye is my mole btw..
That's the whole point why we were laughing so hysterically.








What am I to you and what are you to me?
Are we getting better or did we used to be
What of the songs we used to sing
Where are the souls we used to carry in
What is a sail without a hurricane?
What is a hurt without someone to blame?
Show me the sky and I'll climb the stairs
Give me something 'cause I'm losing it.

Give me what it is you belive in
'Cause i give to you my truth
I got all my faith in you
I don't know which way we are going
Doesn't matter anyway
Just as long as you will stay.

Tell me the word and I'll shout it out
For what is a voice when in doubt?
The world has changed
The world will change
Oh give me something 'cause I need to feel.

It's all good you know
I still love you so
And you don't have to do this on your own.






SIGNS OF DEPRESSION

• Having Trouble Concentrating
• Feeling Fatigued
• Problems Sleeping
• Weight Loss Or Weight Gain
• Feeling of sadness and discontent

Ok.. I think im showing about 3/5 of the symptoms.

Do i need help????

Everytime i tell myself,
this is the last time.
But this scene keep replaying and replaying itself.
When will this ever stop..

Is it only me now that's thinking of what we had and what we were
Or did you ever care, if was I ever there..






So many things cogged up in my mind right now.
I'm struggling in school,
My diet is exploding,
I'm increasing in size each day,
Still trying to get used to the excessive teasing,
And i'm getting a lil tired out from *waiting..
To know there isnt any steady shoulder to lie on and soak up the tears
i'm on my own now.

















Drank a whole big bowl of tomyum soup today
and nothing else.

If im not cut out for anorexia,
i'll be bulimic.


and credit's *YOURS.
THANK YOU (:
-pun intended.













20++ OYSTERS IN A ROW
NOW, BEAT THAT.

Dinner was WOAAAAAAAAHH.
Ate all the oysters and beef slices i could eat in a lifetime.
Damn shiok...
=DDDDDDD

Had a short mother daughter talk and it felt really good letting it all out
And surprisingly,
mummy didnt flip when i told her that i'm not over cw.
She was like soooo interested.
Lol
She even told Shann and i bout daddy's secret.
raaaahhh.
We so dont need to hear that laaa.
Hahah

Well, no more hide and seeks;
Glad that i'm able to open up and talk to her bout these kinda things
I'm HAPPY.
(((((((((:






Ladies' night on thurs at KBOX was fun..
And a very BIG belated Happy birthday to our lady Nana
Hope you had fun though you only stayed for like 10 mins?
Loll











Just as im about to hit the roof and touch cloud 9,
i fell drastically and hit bottom crash.
))))):

raaaahhhh.

KILL ME PLEASE.













No i'm not feeling ok..
School's being a bitch lately..
Too much projects and reports to rush.
Well, though its just CCTA and a lil touch up for MMB.
RAAAhh.
I'm about to explode anytime soon
and yes, i'm gona catch Transformers AGAIN this saturday.
With my family that is; for the third time...
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Yea yea i know..
I'm just after the nachos and the popcorns.
My anorexic plan would resume after that.
I promise..
((((:

Those are sweets btw..








I dont know if i should feel happy or feel sad..




















Today's Friday the 13th and a black cat crossed my path.
And I kinda slided off my seat to the next one opposite when the bus made a very sharp turn and everyone at the back was giggling.
Damn suay.
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Labels: my 2cents worth.

Finally changed my blogskin.
Got really sick of eggs and omelettes. Heh.
Andddd......









School's been a chore lately. So many projects and reports and assignments due this week.

RAAAWRRR.
Really need to scream into someone's ear right now.

But fortunately, while rushing to get our report done on taste buds and the bindng of molecules to receptor cells and what not, we stumbled on a tongue twister website while searching for any relavant stuff that has to do with the word tongue on google.

So funnnnnnnn.
Really got a load off our minds at that moment and our tongue got really tied and we kinda had a lil trouble getting back to where we started as usual.
LOllll.


Love this one:

When a doctor gets sick and another doctor doctors him,
does the doctor doing the doctoring have to doctor the doctor the way the doctor being doctored wants to be doctored,
or does the doctor doing the doctoring of the doctor doctor the doctor as he wants to do the doctoring?

How much dew would a dew drop drop, if a dew drop did drop dew?

Peter Piper picked a pack of pickled pepper,
a pack of pickled pepper Peter Piper picked.
If Peter Piper picked a pack of pickled pepper,
where's the pack of pickled pepper Peter Piper picked?

Mr. See and Mr. Soar were old friends. See
owned a saw and Soar owned a seesaw. Now
See's saw sawed Soar's seesaw before Soar
saw See, which made Soar sore. Had Soar
seen See's saw before See saw Soar's seesaw,
then See's saw would not have sawed Soar's
seesaw. But See saw Soar's seesaw before
Soar saw See's saw so See's saw sawed Soar's
seesaw. It was a shame to let See see Soar
so sore because See's saw sawed Soar's seesaw.



Hahahahah.
=DDDDD

Get more of them at:
http://members.aol.com/SdShowBob7/twisters.html

Labels: tongue twisterss

Patience
by Take That

Just have a little patience I’m still hurting from a love I lost
I’m feeling your frustration that any minute all the pain will stop
just hold me close inside your arms tonight don’t be to hard on my emotions

Cause I need time
My heart is numb has no feeling
So while I’m still healing just try and have a little patience

I really wanna start over again
I know you wanna be my salvation
the one that I can always depend
I’ll try to be strong believe me
I’m trying to move on
it’s complicated but understand me

Cause I need time
My heart is numb has no feeling
So while I’m still healing just try and have little patience yeah
Have a little patience yeah

Cause the scars run so deep it’s been hard but I have to believe
have a little patience
have a little patience

Whooo cause i
I just need time
My heart is numb has no feeling so while I’m still healing
just try and have a little patience have a little patience
my heart is numb has no feeling so while I’m still healing
just try and have a little patience






I've almost given up on trying.
Louder i'm crying but the further apart we are.
Why is it so hard to let go of the past and open up to let each other in..
Afraid of getting hurt again is just another excuse.
Arent we both hurting now?

I hate my blog now that is has really drawn a clear line between us.
I have nothing to hide.
Guys just come and go like seasons and i can surely differenciate very well between just friends, fullstop, and someone special.

No one really mattered that much and its the first time i've really cried my eyes sore that it would hurt just wiping the tears away.
I dont know how long i could keep this happy, cheerful facade anymore, trying to keep all these inside afraid of being classified as selfish and selfindulgent again.

Never did i expect myself to be so weak.
What have i become..






Elaine just commented that Chinkoon is handsome. LOLLL
Maybe its becaus i see him everyday and that's the reason why i dont really feel the same way. Hahah
But i have to admit, comparing to the other guys in LSCT, he's considered one among the cream of the crop. HAHAHA.
Omg. i feel so mean. HAHA.

Anyways, today was great.
Unlike yesterday.

[26thJune2007]

We had Aqua practical yesterday and were given each a fish to disect.
Was totally fun la.
I video-ed it down but it wasnt clear.
Urgh. Damn phone.
But i still manage to catch a few shots of the action.
=DDD






And so, after that was the LSCT telematch.
Didnt wana help at first but i felt damn bad so i went ahead instead.
I wasnt of much help either la.
Everyone was busy making sure the games run smoothly and clearing up the place after that but i just kinda sat there and helped look after their phones.
Sorry peepsssss.
=////

And...
I skipped training and left Samuel alone to watch heroes cos was feeling so darn irritated by anything and everything.
SORRYY! =P

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[27thJune2007]

Today was better.
Got back my results and YEAYYY i got a 66/100 for Aqua and a 25/50 for CCTA
DAMN HAPPYYYYYYYYYY LAAAAAA.
Heh.

Before that, we settled down at one of the rooms to "complete" our project.
But then again, we got distracted and strayed.
Hahah.
We did stupid things and laughed and laughed till our tummy ached like crazy.
And we decided to form a band and join the SHOW STOPPER contest.
Heh.
Its all just for the fun of it.
Damn fun!!

Skipped half of MMB lecture and met up with ZY and Ck.
On the way, we sat this bus that was sooooo coooool.
Hahah.
Was acting like a retard snapping pictures of the bus.
The interior's setting was llike a bar with white cushions.
There's even a bar top. LOL
COOOOOL.







Went Wisma to get his phone fixed but the centre was closed.
====.====

Ate at Food Republic and at tepanyaki; and am still hungry ==.==
Went home after walking around. =/
That's all.

YawwwnnnnzZZZzzzz.






Today's the first day of school.
Super uber tired cos i just had camp the past few days.
I swear its the slackest camp i've ever attended. Hahah.
We had friendly matches with NYP and Sp.
We won the friendly between NYP but lost really terribly to SP
))))))):

And all of these got me a really bad tan and sunburns on my face and now it feels and looks like a desert.
RAAAHH
======.=======

But on the whole, camp was fun and we really kinda bonded. =DDD

And today wasnt that bad cos we just got back our OC results during practical.
I got a damn 66/100 OKKKKKKK!
Damn happy laaaaaaaa. HAH
And here's proof that i got FULL MARKS for the whole of Q.2 which is worth 25 marks.
TYCO SHITTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!
HAHAHAHA.
=DDDDDD











Had the usual Dagonet outing at Sentosa.
And as usual a few turn up.
As usual again, everbody was at least 1hr30min late. Except for most of the freshies and ME.
Our meeting time was 10 and when i called matt and fiza, they were still at home.

===========.============= ZzzZZzz.

We left habourfront at around 12 plus. I think.
Found a spot and settled down.
The fun picked up gradually after we started playing captains ball and the fun continued after shower 'cos of the massive cam-whoring.
Well, actually its just me cam-whoring. HAHA.

So here are the photos. ((((:





































Gone So Young
by Amber Pacific

I never dreamt it'd be this way
I lost any chance for me to say
To say that I miss you, say that I love you
Will someone please tell me I'm okay

I wasn't prepared for what's to come
A life made of memories gone so young
And now I'm regretting all I've done
But in your heart you know that I'm with you all along

Wherever you go, I will be waiting
Whenever you call, I will be there
Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright
I'm in your heart tonight

I never thought that this could go
And take me away from all I know
And leave me to think I'm on my own
But your love will take me, you were the one...

...Who sat through nights
You held me tight
And made sure I'm okay
And I thank you for the love you gave to me

Wherever you go, I will be waiting
Whenever you call, I will be there
Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright
I'm in your heart tonight...

Tonight...

Wherever you go, I will be waiting
Whenever you call, I will be there
Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright
Wherever you go, I will be waiting
Whenever you call, I will be there
Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright
And if I should fall, I know you're waiting
And if I should call, I know you're there
If ever you cry just know
I'm in your heart tonight...
I'm in your heart tonight.






HAPPY DADDYS' DAY!!

Celebrated Fathers' Day.
Had bbq yesterday and drank lotsa wine and corona.
Damn good. I really needed it.
Heh.
And today went Hua Chong JC Almuni to have dinner and went ice cream cremery for desert.

My dad's happy.
We're happy.
Everyones happy.
=DDDDD

Labels: Fathers' Day

Incomplete
by Backstreet boys

Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you within me I can’t find no rest
Where I’m going is anybody’s guess

I tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Baby, my baby
It’s written on your face
You still wonder if we made a big mistake

I tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

I don’t mean to drag it on, but I can’t seem to let you go
I don’t wanna make you face this world alone
I wanna let you go (alone)

I tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete
Incomplete

Labels: to a special someone (:

The holidays have been great except for the fact that my mum isnt that happy that i've been out almost everyday till really really late.

Common test was horrible. Guess i'mma fail at least 2 of them.
Urgh. Life's just so hard aint it. Tsk.

Anyways, the after exams party was rocking good mannnn. hahah
The 5 of us, Yin, Nessa, Chinkoon. and Ck went kbox-ing. Times with them never fail to crack me up.
Especially Chinkoon. He kept immitating Wu Zhong Xian and he was darn good at it. It was as if the actual person was singing. HAHA.
OHH. And we found a look-alike photo of SingHua.
HAHA fraking hilarious. I almost pee-ed in my pants laughing. LOL
And because of that, my voice was totally gone and i could only sing male songs and Ck said i sounded better in guys voice. =.=
Youtube was to be blamed too. Heh.





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The next day, i met up with my secondary school people.
I miss them so much laaaaa.
It wasnt that fun cos the mood was ruined by.. hmm. nvm..
Not really that convinient to blurt it out here.
And from this trip, it really made me see through some people.
Totally unglam but oh wells, its over.

We didnt manage to eat steamboat and ended up at Suntec's Pizza Hut instead.
All thanks to WINSTON CHUA. He said he was lazy to go all the way to Marina. But dinner was fun and we kept bad mouthing ZY. HAHAH.
Actually its only the guys except for CaiQuan. The rest of us just laughed. HAHAH.

And yes, we need to meet up more often mannn. And i'm glad Cimin and i got along pretty well (((:

After dinner, cos nobody could stay out late, i went to Mogu's place to stayover. The moment we hit the beds we were snoring our heads off. Hahah. That's how tired we were. Lol. But my sore throat didnt make my sleep any peacful. Super painful can. Urgh.



























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Slept through Sunday and went out the whole day on Monday. Met Caryn, Jean and some of her class people to catch Shrek3 and Men In White.

Note to all*:
DO NOT. I REPEAT, DO NOT WATCH MEN IN WHITE EVEN IF SOMEONE POINTS A GUN AT YOUR HEAD.
IT'S BETTER OFF DYING THAT WAY I SWEAR.

This movie has seriously taught me not to bother bout Singapore films except for Jack Neo's productions. Urgh. Totally wasted my money.
Yeaa some parts were funny i agree. But the rest was just rubbish.
Super lame. And not to mention the canto rap. Like WTH.....
Lol. I would give this movie a rating of a -10.

Towards the end of the movie i spilled almost half a cup of Xiong Sheng's coke on Jean.
Was so guilty la... So sorry Jean!!
And she had to buy a new pair of shorts and i bought a "dress" cos it was too wet and sticky =/
Bad day really.

Ok so after that, i met up with Sam to claim my treat from him. I was supposed to think of a place to go and we headed for Village. Its actually Marche but it changed its name i guess.

The bill was $42++.
And he was so sweet laa!! He literally paid for everything even the 20cent charge to the toilet. LOL.
Not to mention the mocha ice blend at Coffee Beans.
THANKS SAM!!!

He said he wanted to take me somewhere so we had to wait till 9pm. We sat down at Coffee Beans and talked till the time was up.
He insisted that i have my eyes closed and he guided me to the place.
It felt like we were going round the world 7 times and when he said i could open my eyes i was like.. "WOAAAHHHH.."
The scenery was so pretty laa. We were like directly above the express way and the view was magnificent.

SAM YOU'RE SO SWEEEEEEET!
Hahah.
We talked and cam-whored till some guy shoo-ed us away.
=/
Apparently that's the place Adam, Gilbert and Putri toook him to celebrate his birthday. So sweeeeet laaaaa.

Thank you Sam..
I totally enjoyed myself and i'll never forget that day.
You rock man!
=DDDD
















P.S : SAM I ADVERTISED YOU ALREADY. HAHAH.






I WANT A BATH!!!!!!
HAHAHAHAHA.


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W0NDERS OF PLASTIC SURGERY

Was bored so i went youtube-ing and i found this video of korean stars who went through plastic surgery. The Before and After effect.

It got me tempted to try plastic surgery la.
I used to think that plastic surgery is a bad thing and not meant to be considered.
Even got to an extent where i despised people who goes under the knife. And moreover, somehow, majority of the public agrees.

People would say, why go through all the pain just to change yourself into someone else, spend huge amounts of money just to achieve physical perfection.

But as time goes by, plastic surgery has slowly been accepted by the public.
It has also gradually changed my perspective of plastic surgery as i myself, have seen the wonder effects of surgery.

Who wants to be an ugly duckling for the rest of their life right?
It's like, anybody and everybody has the right to be beautiful.
No questions asked.

For me, i dont really care how people think of my looks but its how i feel about myself when i look into the mirror.
Self-confidence is one thing i seriously lack even though there's people telling me upteen times im pretty or beautiful.
Everytime when i look into the mirror, i'll see a fat and flabby person standing infront of me and the teasing from family and peers arent making things better.

I'm not saying that i hate them to tease me and i know they only meant it as a joke with no hard feelings. Its just that, i have feelings too and sometimes their words may be quite.. hmm. harsh i might say. Oh wells, what's fun with friends without jokes and teases right? Lol.

Anyways,....

If given a chance, i'll :
- make my eyes bigger. I dont mind not having double eyelids but i must have bigger and brighter eyes.
I dont really like the fact that whenever i laugh or smile, my eyes would go mia.

- consider a nose job too cos my nose looks like a huge button mushroom stuck on my face. Lol. And maybe a higher nose bridge.

- lipo on my cheeks so i look slimmer

The other fats from the rest of my body i could just go to the gym sometime with the girls and burn them away. And as for the boobs, i dont mind having small boobs though i always complain that mine's a mini anthill. Inplants would look and feel fake so its better not to touch on those areas. Hahah.

But if i ever go for these, i'd be a living "plastic" barbie doll. Hahah.
Oh wells..

Labels: plastic surgery

Two papers down, two more to go.
So glad that ccta and aqua is over laa..
And talking 'bout CCTA, i studied damn hard can?!
But the test so darn easy =.=

ANYWAYS,
I got my new laptop already. And am currently using it.
So happy!
So many functions la. i'm like a sua ku, smilling like an idiot to myself now. Hahah.
Thanks Daddy!!
=DDD

I need major pampering sessions and massive shopping sprees!!

*******


There's a thousand words that I could say
To make you come home, yeah
Seems so long ago you walked away
Left me alone
And I remember what you said to me
You were acting so strange, mhm
And maybe I was too blind to see
That you needed a change

Was it something I said
To make you turn away?
To make you walk out and leave me cold
If I could just find a way,
To make it so that you were right here,
Right now

I've been sitting here
Can't get you off my mind
I've tried my best to be a man and be strong
I drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face
But the truth remains,you're...

Gone
You're, gone
Baby your, gone
You're gone
Baby you're, gone
You're, gone

Now,I don't wanna make excuses, baby
Won't change the fact that you're gone,
But if there's something that I could do
Won't you please let me know?

The time is passing so slowly now
Guess that's my life without you, mhm
and maybe I could change my every day, yeah
But baby I don't want to

So I'll just hang around
and find some things to do
To take my mind off missing you
and I know in my heart
You can't say that you don't love me too
Please say you do.

Baby, you're gone.






NEWS FLASH

My laptop is gone. FOREVER.
Urghh!!
Which means no more youtube and crunchyroll for me.
)):

Maybe this is God's sign to make me study.
Oh man....
But looking on the bright side, i could get a nicer, sleekier, LIGHTER one.

Urgh. But still, all my photos and songs are gone......
All my past memories..

i really dont understand.
Nothing seems to be going right for me lately.. Firstly, i lost my wallet. Now my laptop. Wonder what i'm gonna lose next. Maybe my head or something.

SO IRRITATING!!!

I seriously cant stand my carelessness man.
Somebody hand me a gun please.. Gaahh.

I seriously have no mood for studying now laa.. Feel so empty and bare without my laptop.
TSK!

Anyways, thank you Sam for accompanying me all over the plae to find my laptop.
You're so sweet!
And you being the one who's more anxious about my laptop than me. Hahah
ThANK YOU BABE!!

P.S:
To ZUl..
I'm so sorry i cant celebrate your b'day along with the rest
)):
Hope you had a great time aie?
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

AND DEAR LORD,
Could you please strike the person who took my laptop with a bolt of lighting or whatever and, mail my laptop back to me cos i'm really deprived of much entertainment now. Thanks!
)):






A very nice song which i would like to share. Kinda like my heart song. (:
Though its not the original MV but i think this one is better as it has pictorial meaning and i guess it was made for someone he's missing. So enjoy! ((:




The Distance
by Evan & Joran

The sky has lost it's color
The sun has turned to grey
At least that's how it feels to me
Whenever you're away
I crawl up in the corner
To watch the minutes pass
Each one brings me closer to
The time you're comin' back

I can't take the distance
I can't take the miles
I can't take the time until I next see you smile
I can't take the distance
And I'm not ashamed
That with every breath I take I'm calling your name
But I can't take the distance

I still believe my feelings
But sometimes I feel too much
I make believe you're close to me
But it ain't close enough
Not nearly close enough

I'll brave fire and
I'll brave rain
To be by your side
I'll do anything
I can't take the distance

I will go the distance
I will go the miles
That's how much you mean to me

Cause I can't take the distance
I can't take these miles
I can't take the time until I next see you smile
I can't take the distance
And I'm not ashamed
That with every breath I take I'm calling your name

I can't take the distance
The distance
I can't take the distance anymore

Labels: song dedication.

And so they say, monday blues..
Urgh. Been a little grouchy after i got back my OC quiz results.
Yes, i failed. again. ZZzzzz.
And the thing is i actually knew how to do those questions.
So irritating. =/

Had OC practical test which i didnt study at all for..
and i'm not putting my hopes high in getting a desired reasonable grade even though my theory answers were super long and directly copied from the practical manual. Hope that's not counted as plagerism..
I just so badly wana get this freaking module over and done with.

Anyways,
So many things been going through my mind but not convienient to vent it all here.
I just want things to go back to when it used to be fun joy and laughters.
No politics whatsoever..
Urgh. I miss those innocent days.
Guess these are all just part and parcel of growing up eh.

Seriously, not fun. at all.

And about studies..
Oh man where do i start.
Cant freaking understand any of my modules except OC and Aqua laaa.
And no i dont wana repeat any modules againnnnn..
Just when i needed you.






Yeaa and it's the end of our e-learning week. Seriously i rather go to school man.. So many online assignments to complete. And probably the reason why i havent updated my blog. Urgh. But i'm glad it's all over now. Heh.

Thursday, 24th May 2007
We met up again to celebrate Zhi Yuan's b'day. We intended to go Turf City to have a steamboat celebration. But who knows, after waiting soooooo long for the bus at clementi to send us there, the steamboat restuarant was closed and we ended up going back to the food centre along Al Ameen to have dinner. =.= But dinner was great though and we played pool after that. Surprisingly Zhi Yuan sent me home and we walked all the way from JP to my house which is damn freaking far.. Lol. Anyways, Happy Belated Birthday =D






















Friday, 25th May 2007
Attended Fiza and Dal's I&E movie marathon. Watched Step up, Just Follow Law and 300. They provided food and im guessing that there's something wrong with the food. Matt had serious tummy aches and i vomitted and had fever last night and am still having the fever now. ZZzzzz. Last night i literally hugged the toilet bowl to sleep and the feeling was damn horrible man.. Tsk. Hope its not food poisoning. But then again, just last week i kinda wished to have food poisoning so that i can pon school and best of all, slim down. Hahah. Oh wells.. (:

The funniest commercial i've ever seen. Sure to crack you up. Hahah







These few days have been quite tirering but so much fun and exciting stuff are happening. We had CCTA practical on friday and it was super coooool. hahahh. We disected the chicken embryo. =DDD We did that to culture live cells and the end process was rather boring. And so it is (((((:







((((((((((:
And so i met up with my sec school friends for dinner. Oh god i miss them sooooo much. HAHA. We gotta meet up again soooooon.
YEAYY =DDD

Labels: dinner

HELLOOO (:
It's been looooong since i last fed this blog with entries.. And nope i have'nt been missing. Just a little lazy to pen down everything cos there's simply way too much things to say.

Within these short few months, loads of stuff happened. Good and the bad. But i gladly say that i'm one happy girl now and i wana thank God for giving me such wonderful friends and company in times of need. Iim sure and i feel that i'm on speedy recovery from past hurts so dont you people worry.. (:

Going back to the very thing that happened after this blog died, SU FOC was the event that jump started everything. I'm really very glad and grateful that Caryn pulled me into this wonderful family but i'm sure i havent changed drastically.. Maybe i'm just too carried away with all the new and fun stuff that's been happening in my life. I still treasure you guys alot and i'm really sorry if i've caused any strains in our relationship. Maybe i was just too eager to move on. I'm trying my very best to get back to who i was before so please be a little more patient with me ya? I still wana keep this friendship going. (:

Ok so zooming back to an overview of what happened recently,

1) FOC was a blast. Everybody had so much fun and unforgettable memories. And not forgetting the superglued bond that bonded us, the GLs of dagonet so tightly. And of course, dagonet and esp dago4, you guys simply rock the whole of Camelot. =DDD

2) LSCT FOC was'nt as bad as i thought. I actually had great fun tending my freshies and they were really hyper and sporting. CHEERS to you guys! Veltro-ians you guys made your mama sooooo proud. =D

3) I WILL BE PERFORMING FOR NDP (((:

4) Goodbye long hair...... Now its short short short. No i dont regret chopping it off, but i kinda miss playing and tieing up my long hair when it's terribly hot. :(((

5) TOUCH RUGBY; my current new cca. Nicole pulled both caryn and i in. Just when i thought i'd only be going for only 1 session cos i didnt like all the dirt and muck, furthermore the profuse sweating and perspirering, yesterday was my 3rd session. Hahaha. It's really really fun and not as chor-lor as everyone stereotype it to be. Lol. But with skates training on thursday, i can only go for the all girls' training on tuesday. =/

6) I'm finally back on being a regular for my 2 other ccas. LOL.

7) Met up with old sec school mates. Oh how i miss them soooo much though i always see Karen Ang Wei Ling in school. Lol. And yea i saw chinwei on the way, kinda ruined my mood but it still didnt stop me from having fun with those two crazy people. =DDD

8) HOPNIGHT 2007. It was quite a bore.... But cam whore-ing was the only fun part. =DDD

9) And many many little outings and gatherings with SU and LSCT gls. ((:

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Had been going down to school to help out in the FOC recruitment. Cant really remember details that happened. Just vivid images here and there. HAHA.


Ohhhh. Yesterday after helping out at the booth, Caryn, Calvin, Kit, Samuel, Jerry, Justin and I went town to get my stuff and hangout. But Kit had to go once we decided to head for Lido to slack. =((((

We finally found our seat after standing around for quite sometime. LOL. Eh thanks to Caryn and I ok. We were practically giving pitiful faces to a group of ahbengs can. HAH. After we sat down and ate our lunch/dinner, we started playing Truth/Dare. And they made me do 2 jumpingjacks infront of the KFC counter laaaaaa. ON A SATURDAY. LOL. But the rest was too lazy to do dares so we did truths instead. THEY ASKED SO MANY DISGUSTING QUESTIONS LAAA. HAH. But we had bucket loads of laughter. =DDD































DAGO DINNER~ ; FRIDAY